Life without her?

i wouldnt survive a day in my life without my sister, emmelie. shes the best sister ever. i know i say this over and over again but its true. without her i dont think i wouldve stayed strong throughout my battle with bulimia and drugs. she helped me in so many ways. and recently my trip to sweden was a bit of a wake up call. emmelie let me stay with her, even though im not much of a help around the house. she practically fixed all the paperwork for my student loan, and helped me get my ass in gear. sometimes you need someone to push you, and thats just what i needed. its time to grow up and well, i just dont want to. i want to live this comfortable life for as long as i can, always someone looking after me, having my back, taking care of me. im scared that things will turn sour in london, but im more determined now than ever to make it. after all ive got my sister to guide me on how she made it im extremely proud of her and happy to be able to say shes my hero. in my eyes shes the most beautiful woman on this earth. love you sis, thanks a bunch for everything.