Get it together

thats what i need to do. i need to get myself back together. pick up the pieces of my life and sort myself out. i’ve messed up with some relationships back home and i should probably sort that out as well. i can’t wait to go see my dad next week in dublin. sit down talk it out, figure out what the hell im going to do next year. what’s my financial situation. what’s my mental situation. i was planning on going off my meds after christmas but i have no clue if that’s an option anymore. we’ll see. no clue what im doing tonight. watching the rest of this Grey’s Anatomy episode, showering, and then god knows what.