And so it began

its kelly’s birthday!! granted its 3 in the morning, hihi. still had to celebrate a bit. im dead tired at the moment though. got a portfolio review tomorrow with my course leader which i’ve been working on all day so im prepared, still scared though. know im not nearly up to the standard that they want, but i just cant be bothered. i dont like it. i dont want to stick around anymore. i wanna do math and physics. i wanna study concrete materials. i want tests. i want something to show for my work. not just sketches.. guess i was wrong.