Breaking point

don’t want to say what it is cause for once i want to get through it alone. i need to know that im strong enough to stand on my own two feet. not just run back to the people who have always been there for me but actually work it out in the right way alone. i don’t know if what im doing is stupid or not. could end up horribly wrong but i really hope not. i wanna get through this just like everything else. i want to be happy. im tired of every damn little thing breaking me down. upsetting me. pushing me to my breaking point. i dont want others to see me unhappy, i dont want them to see me weak and fragile. i dont want them to know that they could so easily hurt me. i put my trust into other’s too easily and always get hurt. gunna hold my head up high and get through this just like everything else. wait till you see my smile..