5 more days

that’s all thats left. that’s what i need to survive. i’ve been through worse before, this should be easy. today hasn’t been. i’ve constantly felt like a zombie. depressed. unhappy. on the edge. wanted someone to make me smile but of course no one was there. can’t wait to go home. see my parents. see my friends. miss my friends back home. they take care of you, they’re there no matter what. they smile when they see you, and they’re not afraid to say they miss you. they also don’t put you second. im sick of always being ignored here. i just want my happiness back. i dont know where it went. miss my sister a lot as well. but it’s alright.. one month! and 5 days till my parents get to take care of me again. i miss being a little girl. everything was so much easier back then. you worry about recess at school and playing with your friends. no bullshit, no drama. the world was such an amazing place.