‘Insensitivity is not a trait I rate highly in people’

if only you knew the irony. woke up like an hour ago. wasnt too happy when i woke up. just one of those days where anything could go wrong. oh what a surprise it did!! i dont feel like doing anything today. i wanna go back to sleep. i wanna forget about all the fucking bullshit. i wanna stop crying. i wanna stop feeling this way all the time. im sick of the ups and downs. i just wanna be neutral, im not even asking to be happy anymore.