Walking away

thats exactly what i feel like doing. im over it. over over over so fucking over it. the course im doing at uni is complete fucking useless. a waste of time and money and energy. its driving me mad and making me want to go back to what i used to do. not because im under pressure like i used to be, its not challenging in the ways i want it to be. its complete bullshit. i fucking did a colorwheel for a full day at uni. like is this really what im wasting my fucking energy on? im so done. i dont want to get out of bed in the mornings anymore. i dont want to even go to school. i dont want to be in this situation. how the hell did i get here? as it stands at the moment i will fail, and to be honest i dont know if i can be bothered to give a shit and do something about it. ill take the fail and walk away from it and never look back. if might hurt me in the future applying to other schools but its hurts even more now. makes me so upset. i just want to get away from it. let it be over with. i cant fucking paint or draw. i didnt sign up for art, photography, or film. so my course can go fuck itself in the ass.