Tired

i’m tired of being tired. i’m tired of people. i’m tired of this bullshit university i’m at. i’m tired of waiting. i’m just tired of being tired all the fucking time. i don’t want to do this anymore. i’m tired of always wanting. wanting things i’ll never have. i want (see there i go again) to wake up and have a full day without the words ‘i want’ to come to my mind. i want to be satisfied with my life. ever felt like your stood alone with people walking by while your holding a big sign saying ‘i’m here’. i just want someone to notice me. for someone to ask my how my day was. to see if i’m okay. maybe i just crave too much from people..