it is. i know everyone says it, and its common knowledge. but it sucks.

why does it have to be this way?

what did i do to deserve this feeling? feeling lonely when im surrounded with the people i love. feeling upset when people are doing their most to make me happy. feeling fat when i’ve barely eaten. it’s been over two years now and i still struggle all the time. im sick of it. i want it to end, but i dont know if it every will.