it’s a weird situation. i guess money is always difficult. i just have never felt so helpless. wanting something, but not wanting it at the same time. realizing how much an education is going to cost you. living expenses. realizing you’ll be paying off a loan for the rest of your life. wondering if you’ll be happy. wondering if its worth it. wondering if you’re making the right choices.

i don’t want to wonder anymore. i don’t wanna regret any decisions. i don’t wanna be unhappy.

i want it to work out.