i woke up this morning, and spent the last hours on the beach before we had to go to the airport. i miss it already.

i wonder why i’ve choosen to live in a country with cold and rain when i could have this every day..

picture from this morning on the beach. im in heaven.. now if only it could stop being so windy and cloudy!

I’ve decided that i’m going back to the Swedish food shop on Monday.

I’m going to buy myself some glögg, some pepparkaksdeg, and some porridge.

Feeling very Swedish and Christmasy..

used to love watching it when i lived in the states. the girls are gorgeous there’s no doubt about it.

looking through the pictures i found myself thinking ‘i need to get to the gym,’ ‘i need to stop eating junk food,’ ‘my thighs are too fat,’ ect ect.

then i thought again, who am i to compare myself to a super model? why should they be the ideal set for the rest of us?

they’re supposedly the ‘most gorgeous girls in the world,’ and there’s no doubt about the fact that the girls are stunning, but their bodies…? aren’t a few of them a little bit too skinny? do guys actually find them that attractive? would my boyfriend prefer a girl with legs twice the length of my upper torso?

maybe i’m being stupid.

however, at the end of the day girls should be happy with their own bodies. you can’t change genetics, but you can change the way you see yourself.

the models are only human, and seeing her bum in this picture makes me feel a little bit better about myself, as bad as that is.

spain won the world cup!!!! yayayayayayayeyay i was elated. pretty much everyone in the restaurant stood up and cheered as well. well deserved guys, you beat the damn oompa loompas!

just woke up. its like a sauna in the mornings in emmelie’s apartment. and the fact that its like 30 degrees outside doesn’t help either. oh well, i’m not complaining… too much!

yesterday was a long day of nothingness. friday night got a wee bit too much alcohol in my system. so yesterday was tv, take out, and football. pretty chilled out anyways.

today we’re heading out somewhere so we can be in the sun and swim (maybe), we’ll see!

left behind some of the most amazing people in Sweden when i moved to Dublin with my daddy. had a lovely house party at jonas’ thanks to his mommy! said goodbye to all my friends and got ready to move!

moved in with my dad in Dublin, Ireland. never loved an apartment so much in my life. went through a lot in dublin. found myself while my dad was working. had some amazing nights out as well

two of the most amazing people ive ever been lucky enough to have in my life came to dublin for an insane week of shopping, touristing, and most importantly drinking!

then i had one of the busiest summer of my life. back and forth. going here and there. sweden, dublin, spain, dallas!

had an amazing 18th birthday as well! oh the lovely people i got to share it with <3

then after a lovely summer it was time to move.. again. this time i went to london, where i’ve met some amazing people, and some not so amazing. had my share of ups and downs in london. been extremely happy and loved every second of life and then ive been extremely upset and just wanted to leave. leave it all behind. i wouldnt change a thing though. some of the best things this year happened to me in london and i cant wait to see what next year brings!

then i went for a lovely, but cold, weekend up north with simon. had fun making snow angels and getting pelted with snow. weird yeah? would’ve been hard leaving if it werent for mexico!

had a great vacation with my parents in puerto vallarta mexico! enjoyed the sun, good food, and good drinks and now last but not least.. spending new years in dallas with my family and amazing friends! if you wouldve asked me in 2008 if i would trade london for dallas i wouldve said hell no. now coming back i miss it so much, i feel like i might end up back here sometime in the near future! HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!