it wasn’t the distance this time that was hard, just the fact that i was leaving. normally the one that stays behind has a harder time saying goodbye, but i really struggled yesterday.

got to the airport, got some tax free goods. just a mascara and a new perfume. necessities really then as soon as i got on the plane the captain said we’d have to wait an hour and a half! in the freaking heat. noooo thank you. luckily enough they got it down to 20 minutes.

an hour into the flight i’d finished my book and was quite restless. ended up watching ‘i love you, philip morris’ terrible movie.

landed. went through the usual. passport control. baggage claim. top up oyster card. sit on tube for an hour and a half..

felt so alone. but then i got in and realized that mostly everyone’s back. so i chilled with alex and irish for a bit

here i come

i know its a while away but, i just can’t stop thinking about it. i’m going to dallas, during christmas break, first for a couple of days and then MEXICO!!!! playa del carmen which is a bit away from cancun.

unlike last christmas though, its not just me and the parents. another two families are coming along, including HANNA!!!

6 months of waiting, study study study so i can tan tan tan.

got up somewhat early, to excited to sleep anyways. Simon’s landed in skavsta and is now on the bus on his way to stockholm!!

so i’m ready just waiting a couple of more minutes so i’m not at the station like half an hour early, hehe.

saw these shoes in cosmopolitan magazine when i flew here to stockholm, but i just came across them on the topshop website again and wow. anybody else think they’re really cool and perfect for the summer/fall/spring? i loves them!

then i happened to come across Kurt Geiger and there’s a massive sale. the three shoes above where my favorites. although the beige ones are a lot like my topshop shoes i love them. platform shoes is the shit. and the sandals are prefect for someone as short as me, sandals yet a little heel to help me up in the world the boots were just all around cool. although im wondering if the heels would be a pain to walk in? who knows! either way Kurt Geiger is slowly earning my attention..

sat in the airport waiting.

whoever made the two hours before your flight rule clearly never travels. it’s really a waste of time and just drags out the whole journey even more.

oh well one more hour. then the flight’s like 3 hours i think? so excited to just get there!!

packed and ready to go. just gunna wait for a bit wake simon up, get the last of my things from his. then i’m off to the airport.

takes an hour n a half to get there, and i’ve got to be there two hours before so if i leave around 1030 ill be good!

i don’t know if it’s because i’m nervous or just ridiculously hungry but i feel nauseous as hell! can’t seem to eat anything so i’ve been drinking cold soup. will have to get something to eat at the airport.

will try to sleep on the flight and then be in sweden! daddy’s picking me up so thats quite nice, no tubes or public transport when i land. always nice to get to be in a car, haha.

anyways, i’m going to tidy up my room a bit and then say goodbye to london!

gym this morning. post office. grocery store. uni work. dinner. more uni work. packing. headache. headache. headache. can’t wait to just sit down, cuddle up to babe and watch a movie. and then tomorrow, i get to see my mamma, pappa, and sister!! all in the same place at the same time happy.

the top 3 places in the world i’d love to go to. if only i had money. or a job so i could save money, ha! anyways we can all dream, and before i turn 40 i will visit these places..

First up.. Tokyo, Japan

who wouldn’t want to visit this bustling, original, culture filled city? i think i could be there for weeks on end without getting bored. this will definitely be a trip ill save for when i’ve got serious cash to spend. i wanna see it all. i want to experience the japanese culture first hand. oh i get so frustrated and excited at the same time when i think about it. i wanna go. i wanna go now!

runner up.. Egypt and other cities in Africa

i wanna spend days on the beach. i wanna see the magnificent pyramids. i wanna feel the heat bearing down on me. haven’t heard too many great things about the culture there but i reckon it would be alright. i love experiencing new things. i wanna go on a safari somewhere as well. see wild animals. touch baby animals. do charity work. live without essentials for a while. ah i look forward to the day i can travel to africa.

Third but not least.. South America

yet again there’s too much to see. i’m not sure which countries to skip, and which ones to go to first. i wanna do it all. chile, argentina, brazil, columbia, and the list just goes on and on! the weather, the landmarks, the culture. the food! all of it. somebody willing to pay for a trip round south america for me ?

seeing the sun outside makes me want to run away from real life and go on vacation. looked at tickets to dallas, only 400 pounds. 400 pounds that i dont have. why couldnt i get one of those jobs? it would’ve been nice with some cash for the summer. either way i found a cheap cheap cheap flight to sweden so im dragging simon with me for midsummer and at least ill see some family and whatnot then. cannot wait for paris next week! ash cloud move on!