went to bed early last night.. or tried. woke up like every hour. people playing loud rap music, first of all my grandmother could rap better than that, secondly why the fuck is it necessary to play it that loud at 1 in the morning? then someone was screaming on the train tracks, and so on. just pissed off when i woke up. nauseous today as well. oh and simon was at some shit last night with the guys and supposed to come home sometime during the night but, surprise surprise didn’t. so guess who doesn’t have an oyster card to get to uni? fucking waste of a weekly pass that is. aggravation at its highest right now. im hungry but i can’t eat. i don’t want to go to this final crit at school either, you know why? because i already know what they’re gunna say. my work is shit and im behind, no news there!! just want to crawl under a rock and die.

Never have I encountered such rude, selfish, and ignorant amount of people within 24 hrs. Some people have no sense of personal space what so ever. Just because you push up against me everytime I move a little tiny bit doesn’t mean the line will move faster. And moreover neither will I. I stand there longer just to piss you off. And just because your flying to a certain country does not mean everyone around you speaks that language. Don’t assume things. I am so unbelieveavly irritated with the people I encountered during my journey that it’s ridiculous. Can’t be bothered with such idiotic people. Not when the majority of the ones I encountered acted the way they did. It’s embarrassing and truly revolting. What makes you think your so damn important? What are you so bitter about? Where’s the rush? Where’s the pain in asking nicely? I don’t understand it. It’s like manners went out the window. Just so appalled.

so i went up to the penthouse terrace because i felt like i needed some air. unfortunately it was raining just a teeny tiny bit, but i went up anyways. when i get there i see a group of kids throwing stuff off the building. and not just small things either. so i asked them if they lived there, what floor, and what apartment number. naturally they lied. one of the guys aunt lived on the second floor in apartment number 203.. um the highest number doesnt even reach the third digit. i told them if they didnt leave and stop fucking around in our building i was calling the cops. they didnt budge. and as soon as i started going down the stairs they started pleading please dont call them, please, we’re leaving. so much for being tough. ugh i hate those kids. theyre the reason our door doesnt work. they should learn to respect things that arnt theirs. anyways theyre gone and if i ever see them again ill be nice and tell them to stay put while i call the police. im done with their bullshit.

so saturday all these local kids are hanging out here by the docks. they were swimming and being alright, until they decided to jump off the top of the vistor centre for the docks. i felt that was disrespectful. then i hear it ringing for us to open the door downstairs. i can see the kids trying to cover the camera with their hands to get in and i just felt like ‘what in the world do they need to do in here?’ mess around even more maybe? yep. apparently. someone let them in and they decided to fuck around on the penthouse terrace, and then oh so nicely they ran down the stairway and pulled the fire alarm. yep. we had a shrieking sound going off for at least an hour. and yeah it continued periodically through out the night. damn those kids. just so disrespectful to other peoples property and privacy. the door downstairs is locked for a reason. i am in no way saying that locals are brats. i mean hell there are annoying kids in all places its just that these worked my last nerve. so yep.

ha thought these would be funny considering it is earth day after all..

haha! the last too are so me!