woke up relatively early today, and decided to get some blogging done and now i’m in need of some serious cleaning in my flat! the whole shabam, dishes, laundry, vacuuming.. bläää. oh well, it needs to be done, and when better to do it then a sunday? remind me to go to the post office later..

Emmelie and I on midsummer

so why is it that when you actually want to sleep in you’ve got something to get up for, and when you’ve got nothing you wake up right away. is it a mental thing? aja, doing the washing this morning, and there’s quite a lot!

woken up by that d***face downstairs. wasn’t happy. tried to go back to sleep couldn’t do it. i’m a bit tired still but whatever.

might be going to look at a studio apartment today, should be interesting! might as well see what i can get for my money.. not a lot i’m guessing.

two more days and i’m off to sweden baby!

went to bed early last night.. or tried. woke up like every hour. people playing loud rap music, first of all my grandmother could rap better than that, secondly why the fuck is it necessary to play it that loud at 1 in the morning? then someone was screaming on the train tracks, and so on. just pissed off when i woke up. nauseous today as well. oh and simon was at some shit last night with the guys and supposed to come home sometime during the night but, surprise surprise didn’t. so guess who doesn’t have an oyster card to get to uni? fucking waste of a weekly pass that is. aggravation at its highest right now. im hungry but i can’t eat. i don’t want to go to this final crit at school either, you know why? because i already know what they’re gunna say. my work is shit and im behind, no news there!! just want to crawl under a rock and die.

okay seriously. i hate this. i hate being sick. its ridiculous. its 5 am and im awake. hungry, tired but cant sleep, head hurts more than ever, throat is on fire. everything sucks right now. and on top of all of that i have cramps that hurt like NO OTHER. god damn. i think im gunna try to go back to sleep now. wish me luck? ugh.