look what the lovely DHL man dropped off for me yesterday! a lovely new visa card, doesn’t make much of a difference to me to be honest, there’s no money in my accounts anyways.

i actually checked and i’ve got .88 pence in my savings account. winning? i think not.

so very very frustrated. frustrated financially. frustrated with my stupid student loan. frustrated with not having an overdraft sorted yet. frustrated with my internet not working in my flat. frustrated with my mobile internet screwing up all the time. why can’t everything just be sorted out already?!

going in to the city, not that im not in the city. just going into the heart of dublin. canceling my irish bank account. then browsing, and maybe if im lucky some shopping?

yesterday after eating delicious pancakes at leaf’s and watching sweden win a pathetic soccer game i went out with hanna and jonas. at first it was lovely, but when we decided to move on and jonas left it wasn’t as great. we met up with some of hanna’s friends and they were all trashed, like beyond wasted. birthday girl got a snapshot put on the internet..

whatever, we got into Laroy for free but after an hour of having people blow smoke in my face and act like little girls i left. so all in all sort of a waste of a night. got pissed at myself for even spending money on alcohol yesterday but whatever. my money seems to be slipping through my fingers anyways and it sucks. i don’t even want to look at my bank account right now, i’m too scared.

so i just created a new bank account for myself, and guess what its for? to save money. yep, thats right. to save, not to SPEND, like i normally do. so lets hope i can hold on to these precious pennies!

now you can somewhat see my nails! okay so tomorrow ive got some things to do.. or lets say this weekend. i want to find some cute things for my place in London! i see all these pictures up on facebook from people moving into their dorms and it dawned on me.. i have NOTHING decorative.. oh wait yes, a peace flag. yep thats it. and an alarm clock. how homey of me. so yes im going to be on the look out for anything cheap. also i wanna find a good crafts store, i need to send out thank-you cards from my birthday! and i think i might spice up my bank thing, my sister did it and well lets just say she has good taste oh and then i also have to get my BP shoes and Chanel purse from the shoe hospital! anybody else notice how scatterbrained i am at the moment? lets hope my money lasts…eeeks!

todays my last day in Stockholm… mm im going to the bank once again to see whats best to do with my money if i want americana dollars.. and then im having tea with my grandma. ill update you guys later. xoxo

leafy is back in Sweden and i think i might visit him after going to the bank tomorrow! welcome home leaf.

i now have internet banking in at least one country! im thinking i might want to transfer some money from sweden to this new account. i love how i get sick RIGHT in time for the weekend.yippie. well at least ill get a lot of tv hours in haha. hope you guys have a better friday than me!