We got to the villa after dark, and then decided to go out for a quick meal and investigate more in the morning.
The view was incredible, and the pool was a luxury i wouldn’t want to live without. Nevermind the one-eyed cat that stuck around for a couple of days, how very Greek.
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it’s beautiful out today and i’ve got to go to vapiano to sign some papers and then wander the streets of london with jules and simon… oh life is wonderful. just wondering how the fuck i’m going to work for two weeks and then say i’m off to sweden.. eeeeks.
got here around 4.. then we went back to the room. mom passed out, jet lag…. or old age? jokes. after she woke up we went to arc de triumph. so lovely. such a nice.. don’t even know what to call it, building? either way we went on top and saw the view, the eiffle tower and whatnot! beautiful! ill show my pictures when i get home and can load them on my computer. this city is amazing though! then we went for dinner, with a gorgeous passion fruit sorbet for dessert, and then a couple of drinks at a cocktail bar. i think we ended up by some political place cause there were loads of police and french flags.. either way we’re sat in the hotel room waiting for my sister to come! then going out..
and im in a beautiful mood! anyways today im wearing a dress from express, got it on sale, loves it! with a scarf that i got from some little boutique in Austin, TX!
laying in my bed, in the shirt that jonas was nice enough to buy for me. loves it. and reading the newest edition of UK’s Cosmopolitan. enjoying life as we know it. thank god for this weather! its beautiful.
last night at the concert i dont know why, but some songs were just so beautiful. i could really relate. not to the family portrait song, but i know emmelie loves it and i miss her so i couldnt stop thinking of her. it was so beautifully done. just pink a violin, and a dude on the piano. plus at the end she sang ‘carey, carey, carey’ just thought it was really sweet. during ‘Dont let me get me’ was when i had to hold back the tears. also just like a pill. those songs are me. ive dealt with it all. i really felt it. i remembered my past, the drugs, the bulimia, the depression, the messing everything up.
Dont let me get me
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Never win first place, I don’t support the team
I can’t take direction, and my socks are never clean
Teachers dated me, my parents hated me
I was always in a fight cuz I can’t do nothin’ right
Everyday I fight a war against the mirror
I can’t take the person starin’ back at me
I’m a hazard to myself
Don’t let me get me
I’m my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don’t wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else
I wanna be somebody else, yeah
LA told me, “You’ll be a pop star,
All you have to change is everything you are.”
Tired of being compared to damn Britney Spears
She’s so pretty, that just ain’t me
Doctor, doctor won’t you please prescribe somethin
A day in the life of someone else?
Cause I’m a hazard to myself
Dont let me get me
Just like a pill
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I’m lyin’ here on the floor where you left me
I think I took too much
I’m crying here, what have you done?
I thought it would be fun
I can’t stay on your life support, there’s a shortage in the switch,
I can’t stay on your morphine, cuz its making me itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again but shes being a little bitch,
I think I’ll get outta here, where I can
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you’re just like a pill
Instead of makin’ me better, you keep makin’ me ill
You keep makin’ me ill
I haven’t moved from the spot where you left me
This must be a bad trip
All of the other pills, they were different
Maybe I should get some help
“I woke up this morning, The sunshine was shining. I put on my happy face”
- Destiny’s Child
me messing around on our balcony, hehe. such beautiful weather again today. im completely DEAD after out work out this morning, but i think after our lunch and a shower ill be back to normal in no time. i want to go buy a magazine since i have no more books to read and just sit and relax in the sun. sounds like a good idea no? 
gotta take advantage of the weather while its here!
ended up sitting at home tonight (saturday night) in dads texas sweatshirt (super comfy!) and my dolce glasses. i love chill nights. theres nothing better than a good movie. we watched the notebook and yes i cried like a little baby. they get me every time. its just such a beautiful movie.