my two favourite types of rolls are california and ebi tempura. california is easy and you always know what you’re getting, most likely if you order a california roll you wont be disappointed! my second favourite is ebi tempura.. i like the mixture of textures, crunchy and then the soft rice. oh god, now i’m hungry all over again!

just thinking the other day about when my and my dad were in L.A. and how much i loved kitson on roberston blvd.

really wish they’d open a store somewhere else in the world as well.. maybe.. London? hehe.

wearing my obama one love tshirt leafy bought for me in cali. with my Frankie b jeans and boots from BP nordstroms. cant be bothered to get dressed up for some errands! plus its chilly outside today!

so i googled (yes, google is the answer to EVERY question) drug statistics and i found the DEA website. holy shit! look at the difference between new york, california, and texas! i took a look at some of the other states as well but none of them even compared.

California
Cocaine: 8,508.5 kgs.
Heroin: 377.6 kgs.
Methamphetamine: 2,236.2 kgs.
Marijuana: 187,627.1 kgs.
Hashish: 25.9 kgs
MDMA: 7.6 kgs/318,151 du
Meth Lab Incidents: 346 (DEA, state, and local)

New York
Cocaine: 1,481.1 kgs.
Heroin: 279.3 kgs
Methamphetamine: 7.1 kgs.
Marijuana: 2,820.7 kgs.
Hashish: 79.3 kgs
MDMA: 0.6 kgs/159,831 du
Methamphetamine Laboratories: 9 (DEA, state, and local)

and then there’s texas…

Cocaine: 9,487.6 kgs.
Heroin: 141.6kgs.
Methamphetamine: 783.6 kgs.
Marijuana: 570,793.1 kgs.
Hashish: 0.5 kgs.
MDMA: 0.0 kgs./69,341 du
Meth Lab Incidents: 112 (DEA, state, and local)

okay so the state i lived in and did drugs in, had less meth lab incidents but more cocaine, and marijuana seized. its funny that the mdma is so low cause i know there’s ecstasy around there somewhere! this is ridiculous the two things i abused the most of course texas has the most of it! jesus. so disturbing. if i ever move back to texas, so be it. i will never, NEVER, allow my kids to grow up there. i will not put them through the same bullshit i had to deal with. i wasnt mature enough to see it. i am now. i cant believe my sister could even look at me. my parents even stood out with me! i was an immature, selfish, stuck up, plano kid. yup. i thought the world revolved around me. that i could just drive home drunk and there would be no consequences. that i was untouchable. well guess what im not! and i couldnt take the shit that was presented to me. so i turned to bulimia. yuck. never again.

so jonas kept talking about this funny movie called sexdrive and i have nothing better to do right now so im thinking about getting some ice cream with fresh strawberries and watching it. seth green is in it, hes funny, plus me and dad saw him on rodeo in cali last year ill let you know what i think of the movie later

we start walking and then realize hey! we can take the ferry across the water, that way it will be closer. so yes, me and dad rode a boat to the doctors office. different much? everything is always and adventure with papi.

then in the waiting room i started looking at a magazine, i then realize that i am American Apparel obsessed. i see this..

and i immediately thing ‘omg kerrys wearing American Apparel’, does this mean i need therapy? anyways enough of my psychotic fashion freakiness.. so the first thing the doctor asked me was if i had been to mexico or california. negative. then after snooping around my head, proceeds to tell me i have a throat infection. so antibiotics for the next 5 days. not the bad part, the bad part is im only allowed to drink warm liquids. i prefer my liquids cold. i also have to gargle and stay away from mexico. ha. anyways having medicine is good, no more of this pain and agony. afterwards me and dad went to starbucks.

i had a chai tea latte, loves it. although chai tea reminds me of christmas. we then proceeded to walk through the shopping center, and i found a store that needed a sales associate. so tomorrow im going back and dropping off my CV, resume for you americans wish me luck.

i feel like i need to say this. thank you all for reading. on monday i had a bunch of readers, and its gone slightly down since then but thats alright. im not worried. people think im obsessed with this blog and the truth is, i am. i love it. its like my own personal therapist at hand whenever i need it. it helps to let go of everything on my mind and stuff i just wanna let people know about. ive got readers (maybe not everyday) from a bunch of different countries, and i just want to thank you guys for reading! it means a lot to me that someone besides my family is interested in what i have to say. so yeah, a bunch of thanks you. now ill stop being so mushy but first tell me.. whos reading? where are you from? why are you reading?