Before the pilates class, I walked on the treadmill on an incline for an hour watching bones I can’t say that I’m hooked on pilates.. No sweat, no.. Nothing? I don’t know how to explain it, but it just felt very mild!

After I did some weights and then went in the tanning bed for 8 minutes. Feeling a bit pasty since there wasn’t a trip to Mexico this past Christmas hehe

off to the gym i go. i have no lectures today (thaaaaank god). i’m going to try to squeeze my way into a pilates class, if not then just do a normal work out! i’m bringing stuff to shower there as well so i think i’m going to try out the sauna and maybe tan a little as well. love having healthy me days!

Joined a new gym today, it’s barely a ten minute walk up the street from my flat and i’m really happy with it. Had a good work out today, and hope to go at least three times a week from now on. With the price i’m paying i better stick to this!

After my two presentations yesterday i decided i needed a treat, in hindsight.. not a good idea. my bank account is screaming at me, specially since i haven’t got rent money for January. kill me now?

Any ways back to the point, went to the Littleton Arms in Mornington Crescent. I had two fish cakes and it was lush. I hate eating at home at the moment, just feels sad and pathetic and makes me feel sick, weird but eating out doesn’t have the same effect.. anyone else ever had this problem?

been home since lunchtime working on my coursework. take a few breaks, one to have lunch, one to make dinner (which is currently cooking away on the stove and i cannot wait to eat it for once), and one last one now to grab a coffee.

felt like i need a bit of fresh air and a pick me up. any ways back to a case study for marketing i go.. two more weeks. two more weeks.

went for sushi yesterday for dinner (and i wonder why my money is non-existent?) no but really Bento Japan in Camden here has rolls that are pretty cheap. for example the california roll (6 pieces) is only 4 pounds! we had california roll, ebi tempura maki, and a spider monkey.. translation fried prawn roll and soft shell crab. *click on picture below to see bigger version

last week.. i think? courtney and i went out for a few drinks here in camden. started at wetherspoons and then went to lock 17.

finally rounded off the night in the spread eagle and i walked home. gotta love being so close to home sometimes!

i ran out of incense the other day so i went to the market here in camden and bought some more. as well as a pretty cool burner, it helps to not get the ashes everywhere and it looks really cool.

went to brunch a while back at the camden bar & kitchen, and if you’re ever in the area i strongly recommend it. the atmoshpere and the food was delicious. good coffee as well.

started with a glass of fresh orange juice and then i ate a yogurt muesli with fresh fruit. if i could start the day like this every day i totally would!

I may not look it, but i feel fanfuckingtastic. A cheeky girls night out is what i needed. A jug of alcohol (no joke), a couple of idiots trying to chat me up, a few cheeky texts from people, and some sketchy journalists trying to follow me home..

i know not a lot of that sounds appealing but it’s made me feel ALIVE. i’m still living, weather it’s alone or with someone else, i’m alive, i’m living my life. it’s mine, and nothing or no one can take this from me.