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When you let yourself go

October 1st, 2011 No comments
Today I travelled out to north London, to the exact area a guy got stabbed to death yesterday, to see my “ex-boyfriend”. I’m not going to sugar-coat anything, we were meant to be celebrating our two years together today. Instead I paid money and sent emails to get my nude pictures off of a website he decided to post me on after I cheated on him. Two wrongs don’t make a right, and don’t get me wrong… one is certainly more than enough to destroy a relationship.
I think I’ve been lying to myself for weeks. I’ve kept telling myself it’s going to be okay, and it’s normal for him to treat me like shit. It’s normal to cry myself to sleep, it’s okay to not want to wake up in the morning. It’s okay to drink every day, and it’s okay to be numb…but at the end of the day, I’m not okay. I’m not happy, and I’m fucking destroyed by the fact that were over.

Burning

August 23rd, 2011 No comments

My hands, they’re strong but my knees were are far too weak to stand in your arms without falling to your feet.

There’s a side to you that I never knew, never knew. All the things you’d say they were never true.

But I set fire to the rain, watched it pour as I touched your face, well, it burned while I cried ’cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name!

When I lay with you I could stay there close my eyes feel you’re here forever, you and me together… nothing gets better.

‘but there’s a side to you that I never knew. All the things you’d say, they were never true, and the games you play,you would always win.

I set fire to the rain and I threw us into the flames. Well, it felt something died ’cause I knew that that was the last time.

Sometimes I wake up by the door, that heart you caught, must be waiting for you.

Even now when we’re already over I can’t help myself from looking for you.

Let us burn..

What will become of them?

September 10th, 2010 No comments

they all go from tigers to cheetahs don’t they. i don’t think my fingers are enough to count the amount of “celebrities” cheat on their girlfriends/wives.

one after another the lies come out. so i’m wondering.. the little boys in england who really look up to the football ‘stars’ what will they become? cheaters?