slept like hell last night, kept waking up being either freezing or burning hot. then this morning i called the doctors and of course i have to come in to do paperwork and a check up before i can even see the doctor this is gonna be a long week.

didn’t go to my lectures today because there’s no way in hell anything would even stick in my head. i feel soo bad, it’s no fun. hopefully i’ll get better soon, being sick is such a waste of time!

going to the mall to do some looking around and to buy some meds. i think i’m getting a cold, and i blame hanna!! oh well, not much i can do about it now. gunna buy some things to make it easier to sleep and breathe. ugh. i hate being sick.

woke up about every hour during the night and kept coughing and the cough medicine didn’t help and i’m starting to think i’ve got a bug and that’s the only explanation to why i’m this ridiculously tired. been awake for like 30 minutes now after forcing myself out of bed and i still cant see clearly. i’m tired. i want to go back to bed. and my throat hurts. why do i always get sick? always! oh well hopefully it’ll go away soon, very soon!

we start walking and then realize hey! we can take the ferry across the water, that way it will be closer. so yes, me and dad rode a boat to the doctors office. different much? everything is always and adventure with papi.

then in the waiting room i started looking at a magazine, i then realize that i am American Apparel obsessed. i see this..

and i immediately thing ‘omg kerrys wearing American Apparel’, does this mean i need therapy? anyways enough of my psychotic fashion freakiness.. so the first thing the doctor asked me was if i had been to mexico or california. negative. then after snooping around my head, proceeds to tell me i have a throat infection. so antibiotics for the next 5 days. not the bad part, the bad part is im only allowed to drink warm liquids. i prefer my liquids cold. i also have to gargle and stay away from mexico. ha. anyways having medicine is good, no more of this pain and agony. afterwards me and dad went to starbucks.

i had a chai tea latte, loves it. although chai tea reminds me of christmas. we then proceeded to walk through the shopping center, and i found a store that needed a sales associate. so tomorrow im going back and dropping off my CV, resume for you americans wish me luck.

wanna guess? a purse, some earrings, shoes, bracelet? nope. a toilet paper roll. yep. thats right. ive been sick with this stupid flu/cold thing for about three weeks now. yes THREE WHOLE weeks. so ive resorted to carrying around a toilet paper roll since i have to blow my nose about every other minute. oh and might i add that having the flu, blowing your nose, and coughing, and whatnot while traveling during SWINE FLU freak out isnt fun. everyone treated me like an outcast. almost like i was wearing a cancun spring break tan and swine flu sign on me. oh well. so today ive almost lost my voice, cant stop coughing, and im sick and tired of being tired and sick. i have a doctors appointment at 215 and im wondering.. will the doctor be able to understand what im saying through my raspy whispers? i sure hope so! oh and thank you jonas for getting me sick. emmelie was sick in sweden before she came to visit. when emmelie and mom were in dublin.. well i got both of them sick. and now during our latest trip to london ive gotten dad sick too. so i would just like to blame jonas for everything. anyways being sick SUCKS. so lets hope i get better soon. im leaving for sweden on monday.. EEEEKS.

okay so sunday wasnt the best day, the pharmacy was closed and i had no nose-spray so i barely could breathe all day. then yesterday i felt fine. okay maybe not fine, but better than the last couple of days. a cough and some running of the nose. today though, i dont get it. i woke up and my throat hurts so bad i feel like i cant even swallow. also im coughing up a storm and my head feels like its the size of the moon. whats the deal? when will all this be over? i just want to get better now! i was gunna go work out at the gym today, but im thinking that wont happen if i feel like this all day.. maybe i should take a dayquil and chill out. being sick sucks. hope i dont have the swine flu, i kid i kid

ugh, i slept like crap. woke up several times. had cough attacks, and then it was too hot, too cold. yeah anyways lets just say im not very rested. dads gotta work today so i guess me and mom are going into town..? shopping? idk, well see! ill update you guys when we get home i guess!

so yesterday i slept a whole bunch. dad went to the gym and the store to get me some soup, honey, and cough drops, i slept. when he got home i ate some, not a whole bunch, took some cough medicine, sucked on a bunch of cough drops, and then we watched a movie. i fell asleep of course. then when the movie was over i went and got in bed and slept some more. then i woke up and felt very nauseous. dad was such a sweetheart, he got me a bucket and everything set up by my bed incase i needed it. i made it to the bathroom though, twice. i dont know why i threw up, either the cough drops and medicine on a kind of empty stomach wasnt good or i just dont know. either way my throat hurts today still, but i feel pretty okay. cant be sick tomorrow! moms coming yippiee. anyways back to watching tv, some two and a half men.. and thats about it! i love how i get sick right in time for the weekend. what a waste!

yep. i think if got a bug. its probably the same one as last time that just laid low for a while. my throat is killing me and ive got a ridiculous cough. this better go away by the time mom gets here on Sunday, its not good to be sick!! i hate it. anyways i dont think ill have that much interesting stuff to blog about today, unless you wanna hear about how many times i cough in a minute. yeah didnt think so. wish me luck in getting better! lots of warm tea. should probably get dad to buy some honey and cough drops!

where did this ridiculous sore throat and cough of mine come from? not to mention loss of appetite. i dont like it. i better get better ASAP. i refuse to be sick, its a waste of time.