going to the gym now. long run and then some stuff. need to get everything out of my system. frustration and anger. the negativity i want it gone. so afterwards im ready to buckle down and do more uni work. what a weekend this will be..

got university today. and it’s a full day! and i don’t want to go. we’re working on our group installation project again (balloons covered with plaster hanging from the ceiling) and it’s just boring. however i need to show my face as much as possible to show the tutors that i’m trying and helping out in order to pass! there’s only the portfolio i’m worried about, the modules i’m fine for.. we’ll see.

just got back from uni. trying to get simon to study.. but he keeps slacking off! i’m too tired to do any more work right now. didn’t sleep well last night. went to the gym this morning. bought a quiche for lunch which i dropped right out of the oven. then been at uni since. just hungry i think.. so hopefully my mood with lighten after our crayfish dinner!!!

gym this morning. post office. grocery store. uni work. dinner. more uni work. packing. headache. headache. headache. can’t wait to just sit down, cuddle up to babe and watch a movie. and then tomorrow, i get to see my mamma, pappa, and sister!! all in the same place at the same time happy.

when you wake up and want to do nothing. i want to go back to sleep. i’ve been so tired lately for no apparent reason. i want to lay in bed and watch tv and movies. i want to dream away to a world where problems don’t exist. but i can’t. i’m out of bed and doing course work. i’m about to get dressed so that i look presentable. but still, the want to be in bed is there…