home from school now. debating weather i should do more work now or wait till sunday and do an all day? since everyone else seems to be missing and the boyfriends dead i’m thinking more work.. the crit today didn’t go as bad at i thought it would! they were actually really nice. told me my drawings weren’t as shit as i thought they were. told me what i need to do in order to pass, and i’ve got three weeks to get them done sooo.. pass pass pass i hope!! actually really cheered me up. sitting in my room now, somebody cooked something and it stinks so im surrounded by vanilla scented candles.. not helping as much as i wish!

went to bed early last night.. or tried. woke up like every hour. people playing loud rap music, first of all my grandmother could rap better than that, secondly why the fuck is it necessary to play it that loud at 1 in the morning? then someone was screaming on the train tracks, and so on. just pissed off when i woke up. nauseous today as well. oh and simon was at some shit last night with the guys and supposed to come home sometime during the night but, surprise surprise didn’t. so guess who doesn’t have an oyster card to get to uni? fucking waste of a weekly pass that is. aggravation at its highest right now. im hungry but i can’t eat. i don’t want to go to this final crit at school either, you know why? because i already know what they’re gunna say. my work is shit and im behind, no news there!! just want to crawl under a rock and die.