i try so hard. i really do. but at the end of the day what makes you think that i want to be in your world? what makes your world so much better than mine?

do you all of the sudden think your better than me now?

thing is i went out tonight because my boyfriend keeps telling me im being unsocial. he hates posh clubbing. so why would he expect me to like it?

i go to university with a load of posh kids and posh clubbing is their ‘scene’.

why would my boyfriend expect me to all of the sudden love posh clubbing when he hates it? i dont understand. but tonight i made the effort.

i went out there i showed my face. and i hated every minute of it.

i know some girls boyfriends were unfaithful, and couldnt handle the immaturity. but the thing is im happy with who i am, im happy in my relationship. so why would i need to stand in a crowded room, showing off my ‘goodies’ to find a guy. it’s pathetic.

every time i go out i regret it, and tonight was no exception. so have a lovely summer, i will not be joining you and i will not be missed. it’s a mutual feeling, bitch.

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is it just me or does anything else think that britney can’t really dance? i don’t know if it’s cause someone else clearly choreographs for her or what, but she just look uncomfortable clumsy and out of place. me no likey this video.

went out for some drinks one night this past week. ended up at a beach club, dancing in high heels in sand is an art! but we had a really good time, some more than others. had to have at least one shot of tequila before leaving mexico.. 1 tequila, 2 tequila, 3 tequila.. floor.

posted this earlier, but something must have happened cause it’s not on the blog!

anyways.. met up with chloe after dinner since she was around yarm as well. went pub, wine bar, and then club.

ended up dancing in the keys, which was nice.. some girls started on chloe and her mom for some reason.. and then one asked simon if he wanted to have sex with her outside, haha classy nothern girls eh? but other than that, no more characters. you always seem to find them in the nightclubs!

left a bit before it closed and took a taxi home, only to get a foot rub from my dearest. ah spoiled much?

went out to meet up with allie and her sister for their last night in london! was SO good to see allie again, can’t wait to see her in dallas next time.

we went on a search for a pub with fish & chips for jessica, but no luck! so we ended up at a restaurant in leicester square with mushy peas and fish & chips, hehe. chatted a while and then realized how late it was.

walked around like idiots all of us trying to find a bus to victoria (im no tour guide), said goodbye when we found it and i met up with some others.

went to tigertiger for laura’s birthday. didn’t drink too much, so no hangover today ! had a really good night, was just alex, irish, laura, matt and i. easier to keep track of everybody. danced on the bottom floor with some actual air conditioning! the grease soundtrack really hit home

so yesterday my sister called me and ta-da! i had plans all of the sudden.

took the subway into town and walked around a bit and shopped, im bad i know, but a sale is a sale! ill put pictures up later.

then when my sister had finished work i went to her office, nice and central. we went for ‘afterwork’ with a couple of her collegues.

they were nice people and i quite liked drinking and eating for free! went to sturehof first which is right in the middle of stureplan. nice place, good food. quite expensive, but hey i wasn’t paying!

we then moved to another bar and drank a mojito royale.. a mojito with champagne in it! i think i’m in love. my two favorite drinks in one!

after that we decided to move on home since the place was so stiff! we were the only ones dancing, but i was loving it anywayss.

so nice to be back with my sister, words can’t explain the things we get up to together

so when rebecca and jonas landed we came home unpacked a bit, then went down to oceanic bar and then we continued to the temple bar area. pretty fun for a monday night. listened to some good live music and had tons of laughs. it was a good time. here are some random pictures..

me and rebecca outside of temple bar

dancing/singing to kings of leon

me and jonas

walking to burger king.. ha! suck an unhealthy midnight snack.

today has been WONDERFUL! the weather is absolutely amazing. i started the day by sleeping till noon hehe and then i ate breakfast in the sun on the porch. then me and dad headed into town were we bought some lunch and desserts and then layed out in st. stephens green for a while. we both read our books and enjoyed the weather. little did i know i was getting burned! yes, thats right i got a sunburn in dublin ireland! the city known for its rain. this is marvelous. lets just hope it doesnt peel, we wouldnt want that. then we continued on home.. where the door is not working once again (oh do i have a story to write about tomorrow ) anyways so pinky opened the door for us and told us that everyone was on the penthouse terrace. so up we went. lovely. the view, the weather, everything. i love days like this. now were gunna get ready for dinner and probably some dancing tonight whoo hoo, gotta love bank holiday weekends.

so im chilling at jonas’ house. we got back a while ago from hanging out with david and eating some ice cream and macdonalds, haha fancy i know right it was such pretty weather outside that emmelie didnt think we should just sit around and watch tv. anyways now jonas is being good and studying and im about to watch some much needed catch up episodes of grey’s anatomy! oh and david was on the news this morning because apparently theres some street dance festival this week? yeah i dont know, but you can watch him dance HERE.

peace out babes