is arriving tomorrow. yep. my sister. the only person in the whole wide world i would trust my life with. i love her more than words will EVER be able to describe. shes been there through it ALL, from day one. never once has she doubted me or pushed me aside. shes made me her number one. shes been the best sister a girl could EVER ask for. i dont think it ever gets any better than this. shes the most beautiful and caring person i know. shes understanding and understands that people make mistakes. she also knows that im not perfect and loves me for the person i am. shes what got me through it all. i love her more than anything, i cant even explain how much my sister means to me. its not a normal relationship, i dont think i ever remember getting in a fight with her. ive done her wrong, yet shes ALWAYS treated me with respect and given me the benefit of the doubt. shes supported me with everything ive done and shes helped me not only to find myself but to start my life on a new path. shes the reason why i wake up every morning wanting to be better. wanting to do good. wanting to grow and become a better person. shes the reason i no longer need to turn to bulimia. shes the reason i will never ever again set my foot inside of a treatment center. shes all the help i need to survive. shes my best friend. my mentor. my role model. my idol. my family. my sister. my everything. words cant even begin to cover my feelings for this woman! 

anyways, Emmelie is coming tomorrow afternoon. were going to get her at the airport with the rental car and then go out to dinner. ive also decided that we are going out out. i need to wear some heels and shes the only one who can handle it. mom and dad are old and slow. loves it. finally the family together, under one roof. i cant lie, ive missed living with my sister. she taught me a lot in the few months we were together. being on the same side of the earth as her is enough to keep me from ever moving back to the u.s.

ha thought these would be funny considering it is earth day after all..

haha! the last too are so me!

EARTH DAY! i dont remember ever hearing about this, well yeah actually now that i think about it in elementary school but thats it. i dont think its publicized enough. the earth is important. its the only one weve got. you can look at www.earthday.net and check out some activities and what earth day is all about. remember to recycle and be good to the environment, itll thank us in the long run! we dont want our grandchildren to have to deal with the damage weve done. its like my favorite movie WALL E.. hehe. anyways just check it loves!