it’s a weird situation. i guess money is always difficult. i just have never felt so helpless. wanting something, but not wanting it at the same time. realizing how much an education is going to cost you. living expenses. realizing you’ll be paying off a loan for the rest of your life. wondering if you’ll be happy. wondering if its worth it. wondering if you’re making the right choices.

i don’t want to wonder anymore. i don’t wanna regret any decisions. i don’t wanna be unhappy.

i want it to work out.

yes. if i was rich. or if i had a job, or savings, or anything of that kind. this ring would say it all. i love love love love love love it. i would wear it all the time. it would be my wedding ring, id be married to it. i find it absolutely gorgeous, and expensive. its an albion ring from david yurman. gimmie gimmie gimmie?

so after dropping of my resumes i decided to buy some well needed things. first stop, river island. i got the cutest new belly ring ive been wanting a new one since who knows when!

and then i got tights too. is it just me? or do you guys get as irritated as me? my tights last about a couple of days and then end up looking like poo its no fun. at least theyre not that expensive.

then i walked next door to GAP and got some very needed tanks. both my white and grey ones have gotten all messed up but its okay cause they had a sale today! 3 for the price of 2. so now i have some basic tanks and something to work out in! kabooooom!

oh i almost forgot, since i was at penny’s dropping off an application to work there i went ahead and got some undies. they were sooooo expensive. not. 3 euros. i mean theyre almost tacky but hey for that price i could almost forget about victorias secret.. almost!

so yeah that was my little shopping spree. not too expensive. i found a pair of killer heels at river island too but im laying low for a while now, need to save my money for bigger things