leaving Dublin today. dads moving to sweden in a couple of weeks so who knows when ill be back here again! i love this city and ill miss it. specially the apartment here, the bed, the view, the people, the pubs and clubs, everything! i’ve had a lovely weekend but it’s sadly back to real life now.. wearing monki skirt today!

went to a lovely restaurant close to the quays here. its a modern thai place which me and pappa went to with pinky! i had one of the best white wines ive had in ages! muscadet i think it was? i could be horribly wrong! either way the spring rolls were good and my main dish (cashew-nut chicken) was AMAZING. i haven’t had a dinner out like that in a long time. i loved every bit of it. it’s a bit sad leaving dublin, it really is. i love it here. its a mini, mini london. pinky’s always fun to go out with as well. but london is calling. and i cant give london up.

went out to my favorite place here in dublin tonight, cafe en seine. had a lovely chat with my pappa but didn’t want to wear ourselves out for tomorrow, lady gaga concert! although it’s funny how hard it was to leave london, i love that city and i love being there. as well as the people i’ve got there <3 but nothing beats the apartment my dad’s got here in dublin, especially not seven sisters hahaha.

daddy,

i remember being little and you saying i would never marry anyone else but you, and to be honest i’ll be lucky to find a man as good as you. i love you more than words can describe. same goes for you emmelie and mamma. but your the only man in my life. the one who’s there unconditionally. who looks after me. who doesn’t care about how much money you spend on me. who doesn’t mind taking me for a meal. who doesn’t mind paying for a drink. who doesn’t get mad when i breakdown. who doesn’t hate me for making mistakes. the only man who will be there no matter what i put you through. i love you daddy. can’t wait to see you.

daddy

im jealous of emmelie. two weeks in india. forget the culture and whatnot the warmth!! its cold here still and snowed yesterday. used to love it, but after mexico i got over it. i want warmth again. i want to lay out and tan!

L’i love it. i absolutely love it. chilling at emmelie’s apartment with her boyfriend, robert, and his friend! oh and plus ISABELLA!!!

going to the movies tonight with my sister to see a swedish movie actually. heard its supposed to be good. ive read the beginning of the book, but couldnt be bothered to finish it since i dont like reading in swedish!

im going to swedenland on monday. and yep, i get to see my sister i am excited. and hopefully she is as well, since i am staying at her apartment, hehe. plus we have to celebrate her promotion. good work emps. i knew you’d do it!

a compilation of all the fun things we did while we were in Mexico for Christmas this year!

never thought about it before. i know i used to be a spoiled little bitch but that’s another subject. sitting here packed and ready for the airport, i feel like i dont wanna leave. these are my people. its where i grew up. its where i fit in. people dont judge you here. the girls i have here arent immature, trashy, or backstabbing. my guys will stick up for me no matter what. they respect me, and most importantly they have respect for themselves. ive weeded out bad ones and im so not up for doing it again in london. its hard when your hearts in 4 different places at once. i love being here, but nothing compares to london. i can be a snobby little bitch and complain about shit to my friends and its alright. cause we’ve all grown up in west plano. we’ve all been through so much stupid shit together. we’ve watched friends go to rehab, be sent to hospitals, sent to boarding schools. we’ve watched them get arrested on various occasions. but it truly is a bubble of its own. families have money, lawyers on call. no one ever really feels the affects of breaking the law. its ridiculous really, but i still love it. the lifestyle here is comparable to beverly hills yet ive traded it for a ‘poor’ life london (although rich in so many ways.). ask me why? because i wanted to live. i know that i wouldnt change a single thing ive done. ive learned more about myself and my friends then i ever thought possible, and if worst comes to worst in london its good to know i always have a home to come back to if needed.