Yesterday my pappa and i shared a crunchy dragon roll for lunch. was good, i think it would’ve been nicer if it weren’t take away though. Then i drove him to the airport, he’s in kansas today i think. It was his 72nd flight with american airlines this year.. crazy. i think my father alone might be keeping them afloat

gaaaah. exams are over my head is pounding. i should be so much happier and excited than this. instead i just feel like i want a big massive bottle of wine poured into me.

nevermind the fact that i’m already realising what it is i’ve forgotten to pack. baaaaaah.

by the way, i officially hate swedish girls. gatwick airport is like 99% of them, and i’ve forgotten how pretty they all are. self esteem: zero.

i gave up on waiting. every day i’ve been checking the flights just kept getting more and more expensive.

Simon said we were gonna go on holiday this summer, so we spent three hours on sunday checking flights to ibiza.. but now he’s decided to go with the lads instead.

even though it’s not a beach or some exotic location i went ahead and booked in a trip for me and only me. im coming home. gonna see my family and friends and celebrate my 20th in stockholm!

in six weeks time i will be sat on a flight to stockholm, where i will reside for a month. hallelujah!!!!!!

guess who popped by after a trip from hell? emmelie!!!!!!!!!

so i’ve spent the evening drinking wine and chatting with my sister whom i haven’t seen in what feels like ages. i know she would’ve rather gone straight to bolivia, i rather liked having her here so a 12 hour visit is better than nothing, and even though she’s got a long way to go on her own im happy. how terrible am i?

this is mean. but honestly he was only asleep because i had to get up to catch a flight at 7 when we went to bed at 3. not very nice. at least he walked me to the door

sat on the couch at my parents house in my mum’s sweatpants and my dad’s tshirt, clearly packed barely anything.

the flight went okay but the last half an hour wasn’t too great. i got a massive nosebleed, as in it was flowing out of me. my dress got covered, i even managed to get it on my tights and in my hair, it was so horrible!

went to chili’s with my parents for dinner, sat waiting for my brother to come over now. haven’t seen him in.. 2+ years?

having an early night tonight as i am well tired!

took my final exam this morning, 4th one in the last two weeks! i don’t think i was as prepared as i could’ve been but not my fault i was sick last night..

not even going to worry about how it went, or my results for the other exams. it’s over now. finished for a month, why hello winter break!

packing, cleaning, spending time with my bebe today. leaving for dallas tomorrow morning.

guess i can finally clean my desk now..?

simon and i are leaving very earlier tomorrow morning from heathrow. going to dublin, ireland. i am so excited.

won’t be any updates over the weekend!

leaving soonish to meet my daddy at the airport. happiness, happiness even if it’s during rush hour and will take me almost an hour.

and i’m still in bed. hello midterm break!!

was thinking about going to sweden for a week cause i feel like i need to get away, however it’s way too expensive. so if i’m lucky simon can get next friday off and we’ll go to his for a couple of days!

if not i’ve got to find some excursions to do on my own.