have a management presentation tomorrow which im prepared for, and i’ve finished off a whole bunch of other assignments. i think i’m allowed to relax now and watch some grey’s anatomy.

sat here watching grey’s anatomy waiting for my nails to dry so i can put some makeup on. i always rush and ruin my nails.. no patience for these girly things.

put on a grey color i bought at urban outfitters, suits the fall.

thats what i need to do. i need to get myself back together. pick up the pieces of my life and sort myself out. i’ve messed up with some relationships back home and i should probably sort that out as well. i can’t wait to go see my dad next week in dublin. sit down talk it out, figure out what the hell im going to do next year. what’s my financial situation. what’s my mental situation. i was planning on going off my meds after christmas but i have no clue if that’s an option anymore. we’ll see. no clue what im doing tonight. watching the rest of this Grey’s Anatomy episode, showering, and then god knows what.

so last night i watched some Grey’s Anatomy, and god i cried like a baby. why do i always cry? either way they were some good episodes. i dont know why i so desperately want kristina and owen to get together, some kind of mind trick i play on myself? i have no clue. also the one episode with the little girl whos terminally ill, SO UNFAIR. like wow those real people out there who work with terminaly ill kids are heros. i could never do that job. kids should be able to play, not lay in a hospital all day! ugh, life not fair… what else is new?

so im chilling at jonas’ house. we got back a while ago from hanging out with david and eating some ice cream and macdonalds, haha fancy i know right it was such pretty weather outside that emmelie didnt think we should just sit around and watch tv. anyways now jonas is being good and studying and im about to watch some much needed catch up episodes of grey’s anatomy! oh and david was on the news this morning because apparently theres some street dance festival this week? yeah i dont know, but you can watch him dance HERE.

peace out babes