been home since lunchtime working on my coursework. take a few breaks, one to have lunch, one to make dinner (which is currently cooking away on the stove and i cannot wait to eat it for once), and one last one now to grab a coffee.

felt like i need a bit of fresh air and a pick me up. any ways back to a case study for marketing i go.. two more weeks. two more weeks.

got up at 8:30 this morning, on my day off. i’ve come to realise that the less i sleep the better i feel, not like exaggerating less, but 6-7 hours. if i sleep longer than that i’m constantly tired and all i want to do is sleep. so here i am on my day off getting some coursework out of the way.

just finished my presentation for Monday morning, and now i’m starting on an essay that’s due in next week. four more weeks and this is O-V-E-R.. for a month, haha. oh well, i’m not hating my subjects as much as i was, but i’m not loving all the work either

so i finally finished my economics assignment. sent it to my lecturer, and then i’ll get feedback and edit it before i turn it in for real on thursday. nervous cause it’s 30% of my final grade… :/ oh well. chilling out the rest of the day, going to watch the EMA’s tonight!

Went over to see Magnus last night. He was kind enough to help me with my maths homework.

Makes me feel like a kid again, doing math problems and needing help.

Just thought some of you would like to see how the other half live. iPad, iPhone, MacBook, iMac…no I’m not jealous at all!

when i get to work on coursework and i’m on a roll and doing really well, i start to feel really uncomfortable.

it’s because it reminds me somehow of the times i used to take ‘study drugs’ in order to get my work done in high school, it reminds me of how i felt and how it effected my performance.

it really bothers me because i feel so uncomfortable when really i should just be proud of myself for doing well. but for some reason i feel guilty, i feel like i’m doing something wrong, and like i shouldn’t be this way.

maybe if i slacked off more i’d feel better?

i just don’t understand my brain sometimes…

just been sat here at starbucks off of marylebone high street for about.. 3 hours?

almost finished with my business law assignment now. just need to sort out my references and finish the introduction and conclusion with anna.

group essays may be the stupidest thing ever and i really hope i get less of them in the future, just makes it more difficult trying to sort out everyone’s schedules.

anyways i’m heading home now, promise to update with some pictures from this weekend! then i’m going to rest for a bit, think i deserve it, hehe.

just got up. gonna do a quick little work out with simon. then it’s lunch time.. shower. and then coursework for the majority of the day!

then once i’ve been good and done loads of work (maybe an exaggeration) it’s time for the st. patricks day celebrations! whooooo.

hope you’re all wearing green

headache again today. i think it’s because this is where it all begins again. deadline after deadline, coursework after presentation after coursework. not to mention most of it is group work.. which i despise.. so not to excited. hopefully it’ll go okay though.

need to start working on my law assignment, its due in next week pretty much.. then there’s the history essay, and the hrm presentation, and the marketing plan.. my oh my.

only 7 more weeks.. until… work? summer school? who knows whats gonna happen. need to sort things out asap.

slept pretty well, woke up exhausted still though :/ got one class in the morning, then i’m going to polish off my history essay as it’s due in tomorrow.

i think anna and i are going to the gym around 3ish, then law class tonight!

hopefully today will be over before i know it.

finally finished my history essay! no more french revolution for me.

going to the store in a bit to get some goodies for tonight, just staying in with simon and watching some tv. my head hurts and i feel so ill. just tired of being sick, it’s really no fun. hopefully i’ll survive midterms.