it’s been yet another one of those days. so sick of having them. so sick of dealing with them.

woke up and wasn’t unhappy just irritable. things all day have just gotten me at my core. eating away my patience like a tasty dessert. haven’t been happy. just needed a cuddle or something.

don’t know why it happens, it just does. tonight’s one of them nights as well. back hurts. head hurts. can’t sleep. don’t wanna be awake. don’t wanna be stuck with a shitty internet connection with nothing to do.

why?

my god i am in pain. my stomach hurts all over. from doing sit ups and whatnot on tuesday! its almost friday.. and i tried to do some more at the gym today and oh my dear lord. i could not get up. i cant lean back. i can barely get out of bed. it hurts. but sooooo worth it! been running a lot as well. 30 minutes at first and now 40. it’s just so boring! i think im going on the cross trainer on saturday instead, get some variety! either way i see no results.. yet