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Sitting in the living room watching the british music awards alone, Alicia keys and jay z came on and wow. Seeing Alicia keys live would make me so happy, there’s so much meaning behind her music for me. Almost started crying to myself! Just remembering those hard days in the hospital where her lyrics got me through the tears. In the car to and from the hospital her music was there. Afterwards her music was still there. Now a year later her new album helps me yet again. Seeing her live would put a seal on my recovery. its gunna be two years soon enough in june. i wish i had someone to go to the concert with here in london though :/ emmelie, you up for a trip here?

packing and it’s taking me forever. im being so lazy today! listening to jayz’s new album too.. its gooood!