holy cow. we did pub golf last night and it’s like a set amount of sips you have for each drink in each pub. did nine pubs and let’s just say i didn’t quite last until the end! had an amazing time though. met an absolutely adorable girl that simon knows from back home. she was lovely and really enjoyed having her as my partner. looked like a little boy in my golfer gear but still, it was so worth it! unfortunately i forgot to charge my camera so it died pretty early on. ill upload the pictures sometime this weekend for you guys.

went out to dinner tonight at Cha Cha moon with Simon. His birthday’s tomorrow but his brothers coming down and the boys all have something planned so i figured we’d celebrate alone tonight. had a lovely meal a chicken salad that was quite spicy with some yummy drinks and lovely company. gave simon his present as well, but i have to admit i’m a complete idiot sometimes!! made kelly’s card at the same time as simon’s and accidentally wrote happy 21st on simon’s he’s only 20! blonde much? so embarrassing! oh well, boys will be boys. doubt he cares! (at least i hope not!)

took it easy this weekend cause this next week might just kill me. got two friend’s who’s birthdays are this week. going out with the ladies on tuesday night for kelly’s birthday, then wednesday is pub golf, then i’m pretty sure thursday-saturday is a bunch of stuff for simon. kill me now?

i think over a week of stressing out and being sick for forever today was the final straw. finally had a break down. apparently ive been going to the wrong lectures for over a week now and nobody bothered to tell me. so today my course leader finally found me and told me what was up. thank god somebody cares enough to look for me and figure out what the hell is going on. i just felt like the biggest idiot, plus im behind on some work AND i have to start over.. yet again. last night everyone went out, but me. the boys were smurfs and the girls were army people.. and well everyone just got shitfaced pretty much. so i had one girl crying in my room at 6 am and just a bunch of other drama that id rather not write about. i mean it affects everyone when people make asses out of themselves, and they were all paying for it today but still i think all thats worked out now. hopefully they’ll realize that the money isnt gunna be enough to party like that for much longer. i havent even spent that much on alcohol, but i still feel like im done partying. okay maybe a couple of more nights no but then when i got home today i emailed daddy and told him i needed to talk to him and when we were on the phone i just couldnt hold it in any longer. sat in the hallway talking on the phone and im pretty sure some girls saw me crying so lisa came with some tissues for me and then afterwards i just got my stuff from simons flat and went downstairs. a minute later kelly and vicky show up. happy i have some people to vent to so they sat and tried to make me feel better about everything and i really appreciated it! then simon came down as well, we watched family guy and im pretty sure i fell asleep somewhere in there. but yeah getting up early tomorrow.. going to the right lectures this time! so bed time it is for me. im gunna try to get better with this blog but ive just been too busy and emotional to care lately. sorry.