woke up relatively early today, and decided to get some blogging done and now i’m in need of some serious cleaning in my flat! the whole shabam, dishes, laundry, vacuuming.. bläää. oh well, it needs to be done, and when better to do it then a sunday? remind me to go to the post office later..

so yesterday i was super productive and did fuck all. hungover? yes. pizza, tv, candy, soda.. and then ended the day playing a board game with emps and robert and a beer.. hahahah. today i’m well rested to say the least and feeling better.

saturday AND sunday, simon and i did NOTHING. went to the shop yesterday to load up on more food. oops, correction we’ve eaten and watched tv all weekend. so relaxing, probably the best thing for me when i needed to get over a cold!

i’ve finished my presentation for tomorrow as well so i should be sorted for that..

apparently i’ve got the day off tomorrow (smiling) so i’m planning on sleeping in and not doing anything to exhausting. so happy i can just be free for one day at least this weekend, pretty sure i have to be back in at 2 on sunday and then it starts all back up again on monday.

two more weeks.. the countdown begins.

Watching NCIS with simon and about to go to mcdonalds to buy dinner. So much for healthy 
Guess it’s time to hit the gym hard this week after this weekend…. Ha!

im in a weird place right now. dont want to leave my flat, dont want to see people, dont want to do anything.

i was meant to go to the gym and im beating myself up over not going, but then i think to myself that im not letting that happen.

just cause i dont go for one single day doesnt mean ill get fat over night. im allowed vacations, im allowed to chill out. i dont need those unhealthy thoughts.

so what i ate a bunch of junk yesterday? ill make up for it later on in the week.

cant be asked with these eating thoughts anymore. im not that person anymore. im healthy. even if i miss one day at the gym, im healthy..

went to the gym after class.. so tired! but figured it’d do me some good, hopefully it did!

from when me and Alex had a night in..

all i want to do tonight is stay in watch a movie and keep warm, but nope! three hour long lecture and it’s meant to be pouring it down outside tonight.. eeew.

i’ve just now gotten dressed and showered. managed to do my hair and make up as well and its… almost 4 o’clock?

i don’t know what’s wrong with me but i don’t want to do anything. i just want to crawl back into bed and watch more of the mentalist, haha.

there’s been talk of going to Jalouse tonight or the pub.. problem is i’ve got 10 pounds left for today so if i go it’s gonna be a short night! we’ll see what happens..

did NOTHING yesterday. watched about 13 episodes of the mentalist if not more.

normally it’s hard for me to be home alone for such a long time without any human interaction but this morning i felt like doing the exact same thing today.

enjoyed just sitting in front of a tv show, not thinking about anything, not happy but not sad. just being.

going to sleep after a long day. feel these 7 hours will be well deserved. hopefully joining the gym tomorrow if i’ve got a spare 60 pounds laying around.. not so much but i’m joining anyways. i need to move my body, i’ve gotten too lazy for my own good.