or give me death! okay so these shoes are nice. im looking for a pair of platform heels.

but these.. OH MY GOD. i would DIE for these. this is the first pair of heels in a long time that i just desperately fell in love with. imagine a night out, dark eye shadow, black outfit, and then BAM. these shoes are like.. i cant even find a word for it. i want i want i want!

i just thought of that song i dont know why. maybe its cause i just ate breakfast and i got a FULL night of sleeep! i love it. i mean one trip to the bathroom wasnt bad, and i got to sleep all through the rain! mommy and me are going to Dundrum shopping centre today because  of the rain. more shopping. what a life eh? xoxo.

loves it. since im having some problems finding a job, my beloved victorias secret bikini is kind of off the list BUT since i have the greatest sister in the world she found me one thats similar and much much more affordable from H&M! loves it! check it.

im gunna see if they have it here in Dublin, and check the price. If its cheaper in Sweden then ill buy it when i go there in May. The only negative thing about getting an H&M bikini is that when your in Sweden.. EVERYONE else owns the same bikini too. its okay though, ill get over it.. hopefully. hehe.

window shopping no longer exists. well only when i left my wallet at home or im flat out broke. but yeah with the internet im now able to do my favorite past time for the comfort of my couch. I LOVES IT. the only bad thing is that its a bit taunting. like ha ha you cant buy me. which i know i easily could if i wanted to live like a monk whos fasting for the next 6 months, so yeah not an option. but i looked around a bit on the internet, American Apparel came first of course. i would die without their site! then came Miss Selfridge, River Island, and New Look. check it.

these hot pants are going to be my next buy from american apparel.

some stuff from Miss Selfridge..

like the high waist model. 

pretty rad, im just not sure i could pull it off.. not my style to wear a bandana/scarf really

looks like a dress my sister could pull off, im not sure i would be able to do it. i might look too girly.

this dress in another color would be rad

im not sure about that skirt, but i think i might be able to pull it off.. just maybe?

i want a blazer, this ones a bit formal though

cute innocent earrings

simple yet classy bikini

these are to die for! im pretty sure im going to buy them, i know i know, save my money. but common, 8 EUROS! its a deal.

i think american apparel should make a pair of jeans leggings. these are okay, but not ideal.

i like the ‘wet’ look.

its always the shoes that get me. i like these, but they remind me of a pair i have that are black and just a bit higher of a heel.

Miss Selfridge has a bunch of cute stuff, but not everything is fool proof.

Now comes River Island, i like.

cool shoes. i think my mom would like them? i sure do.

i love this purse. ive been eyeing it in stores for a while, but its not in my price range. specially not when i just bought another small similar looking purse on a SUPER sale.

New look, well yeah theyre okay.. im pretty sure my dad bought me some clothes from there when he was in London one time.. i could be wrong though.

pretty cute dress. i HATE these stupid websites when theres flash and whatnot so you cant save the pictures. irritating.

that dress would be adorable for the summer time if it didnt have that ridiculous belt thing. unnecessary!

i found lil wayne on twitter. hell yeah. thats whats up. i would die if he replied or even followed me. but yeah in my dreams! the Rebirth is coming out next month and you know, ill be one of the first people to get that. loves it. prom queen was okay, not a favorite, but hot revolver was good. loved it. anyways just thought id share that. i miss texas, and driving around in my car and blasting his music. hehe, oh the looks and stares i got. i wish he would come over to europe and tour a bit. unfortunately i cant make it to roskilde like i had hoped to, so no lil wayne for me sad sad situation.

i feel like i need to say this. thank you all for reading. on monday i had a bunch of readers, and its gone slightly down since then but thats alright. im not worried. people think im obsessed with this blog and the truth is, i am. i love it. its like my own personal therapist at hand whenever i need it. it helps to let go of everything on my mind and stuff i just wanna let people know about. ive got readers (maybe not everyday) from a bunch of different countries, and i just want to thank you guys for reading! it means a lot to me that someone besides my family is interested in what i have to say. so yeah, a bunch of thanks you. now ill stop being so mushy but first tell me.. whos reading? where are you from? why are you reading? 

i think i might grow attached to my computer. not mentally i mean physically. this is all i do. seriously a day in the life of My.. twitter, facebook, pinksaint, msn, ichat, and itunes, och and dont forget email. ha! i loves it. well tonights my turn to make dinner, pasta salad it is! yummy.

no i didnt go on a date. unfortunately. me and dad ate dinner which was chips, fresh veggies, and dip! mums! the best thing for a movie night. then we watched a movie called no vacancies.. eh weird! whats up with jonas downloading all these bad movies for us? not good! anyways after that i decided to call emmelie and chat, she is after all coming here in a week! YAY! loves it. had some good news to share i guess. i was just to excited, i think i might have peed a bit in my pants. JK. anyways bed time for me after a hard work out this afternoon! lets see how much it hurts to get out of bed tomorrow. hehe. peace.