Sometimes i wonder if guys ever do grow up.

went to the movies yesterday with dan, matt, and james. got in free cause matt works there, and thank god for that, would not have been happy if i would’ve paid to see the expendables.

now, i know a lot of women don’t like this film. the boys loved it. i’m somewhere in between.

a lot of… bullets, fire, and explosions. some bad acting, mainly from the men who think they’re still in their prime. and a very sporadic plot.

that being said, i just had to laugh. Sylvester Stallone running. him holding on with his bare hands to a flying plane and pulling himself inside. yeaaaah right!

girls i wouldn’t recommend it, but if your a boy, go see it. 2 out of 5 stars from me.

so throughout the entire movie i was teary-eyed. simon.. well let’s just say he’s a man and men don’t cry either way we’re going to play an online game of pool now to cheer up a a bit. nothing like a good sad film to make you realize you can get through your daily problems!

starting cleaning up a bit in my room since there’s bits of paper everywhere, watercolors, color palette, just stuff everywhere from doing my work. i came across a magazine from a while back and started to go through it again and there was an article about female porn. it’s just a controversial subject but im bringing it up anyways. women tend to find porn very degrading, which honestly 99% of the time it is. so one woman decided to start a company where they make female porn, a bit more sensual and not so sexist. which all in all is a good idea. women are allowed to watch porn as well no? i was trying to find the article online to post but couldn’t find it, instead i came across a lot about relationships and porn. women and their boyfriends/husbands watching porn. honestly at the end of the day men are men. you can’t change them. they are obsessed with sex and will never stop doing what they want to do. but i do agree with a lot of the women i found posted comments online, it is detrimental to a relationship. how is a woman supposed to feel if she’s out for a couple of hours and her guy’s at home watching porn? he couldn’t wait? she’s not good enough? not skinny enough? doesn’t have a good enough body? doesn’t appeal to him as much? all these questions arise, cause women are women. women have feelings and also tend to make a big deal out of nothing. and im not speaking for all women, cause some chicks love it as well. some couples watch it together. but for me it is such a major turn-off that i cannot even begin to explain. a man watching porn when he’s got a girl is probably one of the most degrading things i can think of. it’s pathetic as well. granted if she’s away for a long time, but some of these men watch it all the time. leave their wives to cook dinner to watch porn. honestly i’d drop him like no tomorrow. im not saying there’s anything wrong with watching porn, on your own time of course, but some men should really consider their partners feelings.