juicy couture purse, only problem? money money money! if i were a rich girl..

yes. if i was rich. or if i had a job, or savings, or anything of that kind. this ring would say it all. i love love love love love love it. i would wear it all the time. it would be my wedding ring, id be married to it. i find it absolutely gorgeous, and expensive. its an albion ring from david yurman. gimmie gimmie gimmie?

going in to the city, not that im not in the city. just going into the heart of dublin. canceling my irish bank account. then browsing, and maybe if im lucky some shopping?

went with ito to willow bend mall today since we had nothing to do and i was about to fall asleep. yep. you guessed it. i ended up buying something. and not just a little something. a new pair of boots. hehe. love them so much i wore them to dinner… in our dining room ha! theyre amazing. best part about it? got them for a third of the price. yes texas has amaaazing sales. so now im done shopping. cause like my dad said, shopping when broke.. good idea? naw dont think so. so i only made a minor dent into my savings account.

broke yet again aren’t i. signed up for the gym today and it cost me quite a pretty penny but im hoping it’ll be worth it! get back in shape for bikini season in december haha! mexico here i come

i wouldn’t miss this for anything. i know im poor at the moment but honestly, when in your life are you ever going to get the chance to buy a pair of Jimmy Choo heels or a purse ever again??? im thinking ill be lining up quite many hours before the opening of h&m to get my hands on some stuff! i know i know i know, i shouldnt be shopping but i cant resist. its jimmy choo for christs sake!! will anyone else be there? if so what country and which store?

thats what i need to do. i need to get myself back together. pick up the pieces of my life and sort myself out. i’ve messed up with some relationships back home and i should probably sort that out as well. i can’t wait to go see my dad next week in dublin. sit down talk it out, figure out what the hell im going to do next year. what’s my financial situation. what’s my mental situation. i was planning on going off my meds after christmas but i have no clue if that’s an option anymore. we’ll see. no clue what im doing tonight. watching the rest of this Grey’s Anatomy episode, showering, and then god knows what.

i’m living off of my savings now. guess i fucked up somewhere along the road. could be all those nights out. well white months from here on out. fuck. why did i do this. wanted to be smart with my money but that ran out in the sand didn’t it. aaah i’m such an idiot sometimes. need this job now more than ever. i don’t like this one bit.

i would so buy these bose speakers for my computer! my ihome really just doesn’t get that volume you want sometimes. i really miss my stationary computer to blast music! love chilling out and just listening to music to get my mind off of things, and i can’t really do it with my laptop at the moment!