noticed a lot of people were reading about the black american express card on here so i figured i’d let you guys know about another american express card. the Harrod’s Express card.

benefits? tons. “When Oscar Wilde opened his account at Harrods in the 1880’s, he was among the emporium’s first customers. For such people, the true appeal of the account rested entirely with its exclusivity.

Today, this has resurfaced in the form of the Harrods American Express Card: an exclusive invitation to enjoy some of Harrods’ luxury benefits, that are not available to just anyone.

Once you’ve gained approval for the Harrods American Express Card, expect a generous welcome gift of 1,000 Harrods Reward points. Normally, you’d need to spend over £200 at Harrods (or £1,000 anywhere else) to earn that amount.

As you’ve probably already calculated, it adds up to an earn rate up to 5 Harrods Rewards points for every £1 you spend in Harrods, and 1 point per £1 you spend anywhere else.

While you’re in Harrods, don’t forget, all American Express Cardmembers are entitled to a complimentary blow-dry at Urban Retreat for ladies and a complimentary luxurios wet-shave at The Refinery for gentlemen.”

“The Harrods American Express Card is issued by invitation only. Upon approval, you can also extend the benefits to your family and friends too with supplementary Harrods American Express Cards – the first six of which are complimentary – so you can earn and enjoy together.”

so.. how do you get one? shop a lot at harrods? make a lot of money? something along those lines, all i know is i’d rather have a black amex!

i don’t want to wonder anymore. i don’t wanna regret any decisions. i don’t wanna be unhappy.

i want it to work out.

walked to camden after viewing the flat yesterday (no bueno by the way) and alex wanted to look at the sale in H&M. guess who came out holding a new purchase? me of course.

ended up with a top and a dress. both black & white. but i fell hard. firstly cause the dress is like the one’s from american apparel, only this one cost me 4 pounds. yep, only 4 pounds!!

Woke up around 11ish, went with my dad to lunch. Bought a couple of things we needed, including alcohol for this week at the cottage we’ve rented

Then when we got home and i was chatting on skype with Simon i started to break down. I don’t know what it is about money and things that revolve around money that really throw me out of the water. We were just chatting about nothing and i started crying. I couldn’t keep a face on, i just let myself break down.

It’s annoying showing others when I’m vulnerable, and i don’t like it, but what am i supposed to do?

Im scared and i’m worried. What if the money doesn’t last. What if i don’t find a place to live in that i’m happy with. What if, what if, what if. I hate money. I hate worrying about having it and not having it. About being able to live with it and live without it. I just don’t like it. Its too much, it gives me stomach pains and makes me want to curl into a ball and die. I can’t handle it.

visited this girl’s blog which i normally don’t read cause i think she’s boring as hell.

either way there was a post about this shirt, which says ‘a real girl eats a 200 gram chocolate bar when she feels like it’.

i’m just frustrated with the amount of idiots there are in the world. she clearly only wants to make money off of the shirt and doesn’t give a fuck about eating disorders or has even bothered to try to understand.

if you have an eating disorder, it doesn’t make you less of a ‘real’ girl, or boy for that matter. we’re people too. we struggle and have issues, but we’re people. we’re real. probably more real than that snotty idiot will ever be.

another thing is when you’ve had or have an eating disorder.. do you really think you can just eat a whole chocolate bar? no. i mean sure i could’ve but it would’ve came right back up when i went to the bathroom.

it’s just so annoying seeing people say they understand when they clearly don’t. i don’t speak about politics because i’m not knowledgeable in that subject, so please don’t write about eating disorders when you clearly have no idea what a hell it is to live with.

i might look around for a used camera like the one above in september or later in the summer when i’ve got the cash (from working hopefully!). these cameras take such good pictures, they just turn out gorgeous every time. granted my camera takes good pictures as well but they’re nothing compared to the ones you can get with a “real” camera. of course you wouldn’t take the camera above clubbing or anything like that but for pictures for the blog and whatnot it’d be really cool. we’ll see what happens, maybe i’ll get one, maybe not.

going to force Simon to watch my sister’s keeper with me. reckon he’ll cry? i don’t think so, but i bet i’ll be in tears!

went downtown yesterday and just happened to stroll into the apple store.. and let’s just say i’m still in love. the two guys i was with weren’t too impressed and asked why would you need one? and obviously nobody NEEDS one, but the 2 million people who have already bought them obviously WANTED it. wants and not needs, that’ll make apple more money! anyways i love it. was so cool. the calendar on it, the email.. ah so nice. imagine not wanting to bring your computer to school.. and then you wanna read a book and take notes.. well IPAD can make that happen! i love it.

considering i went to the gym today i deserve this meal.. going to pizza hut for dinner, ha! got a deal, 2 for 1 and since simon’s poor at the moment i figured why not. honestly i haven’t had a pizza in a while either so i should be fine. it’s still raining outside so i haven’t done anything spectacular with my hair and just wearing a tunic and a pair of leggings from monki.