jesus! okay so i was already feeling enough of the drama when i was in dallas, like how immature can people get really? “my dad drives a ferrari, what does you dad drive?” then i came back here and started reading some swedish blogs and these little kids need some slap therapy. like for real? youre going to sit there and blog about how you partied last night and put pictures up of yourself practically naked and making out with another girl.. how old are you? then theres the total opposite too.. look at me im so mature. hell at least i stand for what i am. sometimes i can be mature yes, and other times im still a kid. nothing wrong with that is it? im so sick of these girls being like i hate her, shes so ugly , blah blah blah. jealousy is stupid when you act like that. theres PLENTY of times when im jealous but that doesnt mean i talk shit about someone behind their back or start being a bitch. ill honestly tell someone, “wow… that shirt is amazing i wish i could have one!” instead of saying to someone, “ew she looks hideous in that shirt”. theres no point, its just bad karma. the same goes with my boyfriend, i hate the fact that hes in Sweden looking good in the clothes i picked out and hanging out with friends and girls… even though i know he wouldnt do a single thing to hurt me im jealous. im jealous cause i cant be with him, is that even bad? jealousy isnt a sin unless you make it one. so seriously people grow up, and move on with your stupid obsession with drama.

so i finished the second twilight book, new moon, about half an hour ago. yep i also cried while reading. im such a loser sometimes. but i love it. i dont get it, its like once i start reading i cant put the book down. i get sucked into a world that i wanna be into. anyways to drag out the process a little longer ill wait until tomorrow to start the third book.. maybe