i’ve taken a break from writing my macroeconomics paper. i’m almost halfway done and it’s only halfway through the day, which is good. i want to finish asap so i can just relax for the rest of the weekend! anyway i’m going to eat my spring rolls and watch an episode of the bad girls club.. hehe obsessed much?

so tomorrow don’t expect an update until afternoon/night. i’ve managed to waste a whole day today. i went to find paper, yet again. this fucking paper is ruining everything. anyways, enough anger for today. it’s a bank holiday, for god knows what reason. so no, the shops weren’t open. so tomorrow morning i’m going to buy that god damned paper. mount spray. mount my drawings. and then throw my portfolio in my course leader’s fucking face (not literally). i just wanna be finished. i wanna turn it in and never have to think about it again. i will fail, i’m setting myself up for failure. and you know what? you learn from your mistakes. yes this year was a mistake and i’ve learned that london metropolitan university is shit, and architecture is not for me. done. after i realized the shops were closed Simon who came along to help left me to go to a friends birthday, and as soon as i switched tubes i realized that my key was locked in his room and his room was locked. so yep. no gym. no clothes. no work. no computer. no nothing. thankfully jaz was around and he let me in the gates, and then i’ve been sat in irish’s flat watching tv until now. so tomorrow starts a very busy and stressful day. early start to get my portfolio together. so ready to put my hands up and walk away, but it’s one more day and honestly it’ll be shit but handing work in is better than handing no work in.

off to buy paper to mount my drawings on for my portfolio turn in. will probably fail, but i couldn’t care less anymore. as long as i turn it in and get it done with it’s over. never again. wearing a corset from topshop, skirt from american apparel, and sweater from Gap.

yeah, so i got a nosebleed no fun. i hate blood too. so now im sitting here in our kitchen looking like a complete dork. i promised myself id stay true to myself and not hide anything from anyone on this blog so yeah, theres a picture of me with paper shoved up my nose.