went to dinner with my parents, and then we went to the cinema to see new years eve. it wasn’t the best movie but at least it was entertaining, even a bit of a tearjerker! I’ll put up pictures of today’s shopping tomorrow.

On Christmas Eve Rob & Nicole came over. We all sat down at the table (which i made so pretty) and ate more food than i thought was possible! afterwards we watched the traditional cartoons, played some games, drank about 6 litres of wine, and then opened presents.

My parents went all out this christmas. An iPhone 4, and iPad 2, and some books, a juicy couture sweater, and more! Even got a gift card to Sephora from Nicole. I think i wasn’t the only one who missed Emmelie, but at least i get to see her in March!

Mum got a bit emotional when i gave her and pappa their present, but i think they liked it!

off to the mall to look for new glasses, and to fight with everyone else for whatever sales are going on. dad’s even coming with so this should be interesting!

Foods all out and ready to go. I’ve got my glad rags on, sparkly and whatnot, and sky high heels. Off to help mum with some last minute preparations. She’s wearing her Hermes present my dad bought for her birthday, think I’m jealous?

on Monday im flying to Dallas to spend christmas and new years with my parents. feels weird since we’ve been in mexico for the last two years, but i have to say i am pretty excited about some swedish christmas food and a christmas tree. although i wouldn’t mind quesadillas and palm trees

our christmas tree in Dallas.. moms pretty good at decorating!

first night in my new bed and my new flat. just going to put a few things in the closet, and then all that’s left tomorrow is the rest of my clothes then i’m fully moved in!

im really happy in my new flat, was a good move and im so thankful for simon. dear lord that boy puts up with a lot, don’t know what i’ve ever done to deserve so many good people in my life. thank you mamma and pappa, we all know i wouldn’t be here without your help

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just paid rent, and just had to think to myself how lucky i am. lucky i’ve got such supportive parents. lucky i’ve got the privilege to live and study in london. lucky to have lived the last 10 months in marylebone.

i love my flat. i wish it was different in some aspects, but looking at moving makes me appreciate how great it’s been to live here. lucky to have been where i have been. lucky to be coming home to this.

i don’t want to leave marylebone, i don’t want to downgrade. i’m being a spoiled brat i know, but you can’t blame me. if you were in my situation you’d understand as well.

it’s been a luxury living here, and i’m so lucky that my parents have been willing to put up for the rent.

so thank you mamma and pappa, words can’t describe how happy it’s made me. how much of a convenience and luxury it’s been! to grateful i have you two.

sometimes i want to put the blame on someone else. it feels easier that way. it’s easier to say that the mistakes they made were what made me into what i became. sometimes it’s easier to deny the truth. it’s easier to deny the fact that i messed up, i ruined everything,

but at the end of they day I fixed everything again. i sorted my shit out, i fixed my life back up. i stopped turning tables. i made the best out of a worst situation.

you can’t blame me.

was stood in the middle of the road to take one single picture.. can you tell im well scared?

decided not to go up on top of the arc this time around as i went up with my parents last april, didn’t feel necessary to do it again!

Simon and i went to Selfridges on Monday. Bought some 30 pieces of chocolate from artisan du chocolat for Jules and his parents as a thank you for letting us stay in their flat.

after all you can’t show up empty handed, and what a luxury to be able to stay somewhere for free all on our own. generosity!