got all my stuff packed. simon’s asked me why i’ve got 7 outfits for 5 days. doesn’t he understand that i need night-time clothes and things to go out in? plus a different jacket if it’s colder out, and a warm jacket. heels, shoes to walk in, boots.. all that jazz.

and to answer your questions, no i don’t tend to pack light..

packed and ready to go. just gunna wait for a bit wake simon up, get the last of my things from his. then i’m off to the airport.

takes an hour n a half to get there, and i’ve got to be there two hours before so if i leave around 1030 ill be good!

i don’t know if it’s because i’m nervous or just ridiculously hungry but i feel nauseous as hell! can’t seem to eat anything so i’ve been drinking cold soup. will have to get something to eat at the airport.

will try to sleep on the flight and then be in sweden! daddy’s picking me up so thats quite nice, no tubes or public transport when i land. always nice to get to be in a car, haha.

anyways, i’m going to tidy up my room a bit and then say goodbye to london!

i feel so homesick. i just want mamma or pappa to take care of me! once again i’ve ended up with a urine infection and when i went to the doctors they were like nope cant see a doctor without registering and then i cant register without a passport, so i have to wait until my dad sends them to me. yes he found them! i knew i didnt lose them but yeah everyone just went out and they’re going out tonight as well but im staying in. cant make it any worse than it already is but still. pretty sure the urine infection was from coming home early in the morning freezing cold and wet. smart? no.  also i have to call uni to get my timetable for next week. such a mess. take me away from here!

so mad right now. my passports have gone missing. BOTH of them. obviously nobody stole them, and i haven’t used them since i got here so i have no clue what could’ve happened to them worst part? in order to renew my american one i need my social security.. oh and of course that was in my passport. fucking useless. i’ve had the worst luck in this last week. karma where are you?!