i dont know why i just assumed that regent’s college would have a good freshers week planned, but not so much.

last year the university sucked but we sure as hell had a good first couple of weeks, or months even. fancy dress, clubs, pubs, flat parties, met new people. this year it’s just full on study and no meeting people.

luckily enough i’ve gotten to know a couple of really nice people and thank god for alex who’s also a swede. if not i’d feel ridiculously lonely!

plus it’s nice to have my friends from last year as well, such as the boys and alex and irish

just wish people wanted to do more! like tomorrow i finish at 12:30 and then after that i have no clue what to do with myself..

i’m tired of being tired. i’m tired of people. i’m tired of this bullshit university i’m at. i’m tired of waiting. i’m just tired of being tired all the fucking time. i don’t want to do this anymore. i’m tired of always wanting. wanting things i’ll never have. i want (see there i go again) to wake up and have a full day without the words ‘i want’ to come to my mind. i want to be satisfied with my life. ever felt like your stood alone with people walking by while your holding a big sign saying ‘i’m here’. i just want someone to notice me. for someone to ask my how my day was. to see if i’m okay. maybe i just crave too much from people..

Never have I encountered such rude, selfish, and ignorant amount of people within 24 hrs. Some people have no sense of personal space what so ever. Just because you push up against me everytime I move a little tiny bit doesn’t mean the line will move faster. And moreover neither will I. I stand there longer just to piss you off. And just because your flying to a certain country does not mean everyone around you speaks that language. Don’t assume things. I am so unbelieveavly irritated with the people I encountered during my journey that it’s ridiculous. Can’t be bothered with such idiotic people. Not when the majority of the ones I encountered acted the way they did. It’s embarrassing and truly revolting. What makes you think your so damn important? What are you so bitter about? Where’s the rush? Where’s the pain in asking nicely? I don’t understand it. It’s like manners went out the window. Just so appalled.