i want something around. i miss my pups so much.

unlike some people, queen was always happy to see me no matter what. happy when i came home, sad when i left.

always there for company. slept with me. cuddled me. made me get out of the house and go for walks.

living so close to a park now and seeing dogs all the time really hurts. i wish i could’ve taken queen with me over here <3

Tomorrow the princess of Sweden is getting married here in Stockholm. Oh boy oh boy the amount the newspapers and everyone else has talked about it. Stores have made special editions of certain things for it as well. I personally couldn’t care less. It’s a waste of money. Sure it’s great, she’s going to be the one with the ‘power’ (even though they’re just figure heads, they make no difference to the government) after the king dies, but really? You expect me to go downtown to the royal castle tomorrow and watch from a distance as they walk out? no. The only interesting part is that the royal families of other countries are coming. But does anybody really know who they are? England’s royal family isn’t coming and they’re the only one’s i know anything about. They’re to good for this kind of thing, no? maybe, maybe not. She’s too old, he’s sick, and the sons are fucking about in South Africa. Bad publicity for them in Sweden i tell ya.

So as it stands i say no. no to watching a wedding that has nothing to do with me. and no to royal families. pointless.

i miss plano. i miss my friends. i miss my mamma. i miss my pup. i miss the simple lifestyle. the cars. the shopping. the food. everything. i don’t think i could move back, but i sure as hell wouldn’t mind visiting right now. seeing pictures from all my friends on easter break hanging out with each other. knowing i belong there. knowing i fit in. i hate to say it but i know that even if i work a lot until the summer i wont afford a trip to dallas.. i’ll have to wait another year. things i don’t want to believe. i want that choking heat. the burning sun. the air conditioned malls. the spicy food. the gooey queso. all of it. bring me to it!

going to dinner before emmelie left!

yummy homemade edamame

wittle baby hanging out with us while watching a movie

second time jetskiing

haha a new camaro parked next to us

shiner bock, texas beer! the orange one was my favorite

so im landed and all settled in here in texas. i even went shopping today! so the first night back my sister and mom decided to keep me awake by taking me to see my puppy at lotta’s house. i was so happy hehe.

reunion at last!

baby in my lap for once!

i miss this little crazy thing. she was the cutest pup ever. nobody will ever replace her.

before going to the concert, this picture wouldve been cute.. if my eyes were open haha

you cant see much but yeah theres the scene. last night was the p!nk concert. totally awesome. the band before her though, ehh not too great. i got a sweet tshirt that dad decided to try on last night fits him yeah?

me and pappa at the concert.. waiting for p!nk to start

anyways the concert was amazing. almost everyone was singing along hehe. oh and she did some crazy shit. up in the air sort of like cirque de soleil kind of things. really entertaining. it felt more like a show, not just a concert. plus shes up in the air doing all these things AND singing. no britney spears shit here. also she did a very different typ of setlist. not only did she do her own songs she did one AC/DC song, one from queen, bob marley, and a led zeppelin song too! and in the middle of everything she comes out in jeans and a white tank and just sits down with a guitar. pretty cool. going home though, we realize they STILL havent fixed the door. so were standing out there middle of the night on a SUNDAY. nobody is going to come out. so im thinking mmm, and then i see an apartment is lit up on the third floor so we call and this sweet girl comes and opens the door for us. thankful, yes we were! heres a picture of me standing outside going nuts.

anyways all in all, amazing night. makes me want to go to a concert every weekend! i love it.