in a really weird mood today. last night was good. it’s laura’s birthday today so we got her a cupcake and sang happy birthday at midnight. then when everyone decided to go to bed, irish alex and i managed to stay up till 4 chatting away. girls.

going to look at a room to rent today in primrose hill.. a bit scared, i dont know why, i just am. then after dinner i’m going to meet up with allie at leicester square!

so tomorrow don’t expect an update until afternoon/night. i’ve managed to waste a whole day today. i went to find paper, yet again. this fucking paper is ruining everything. anyways, enough anger for today. it’s a bank holiday, for god knows what reason. so no, the shops weren’t open. so tomorrow morning i’m going to buy that god damned paper. mount spray. mount my drawings. and then throw my portfolio in my course leader’s fucking face (not literally). i just wanna be finished. i wanna turn it in and never have to think about it again. i will fail, i’m setting myself up for failure. and you know what? you learn from your mistakes. yes this year was a mistake and i’ve learned that london metropolitan university is shit, and architecture is not for me. done. after i realized the shops were closed Simon who came along to help left me to go to a friends birthday, and as soon as i switched tubes i realized that my key was locked in his room and his room was locked. so yep. no gym. no clothes. no work. no computer. no nothing. thankfully jaz was around and he let me in the gates, and then i’ve been sat in irish’s flat watching tv until now. so tomorrow starts a very busy and stressful day. early start to get my portfolio together. so ready to put my hands up and walk away, but it’s one more day and honestly it’ll be shit but handing work in is better than handing no work in.

my mother would be so proud of me. in fact so would my sister and dad. you should see my room. it is AMAZING. so fresh and so clean! no but seriously cleaned it from top to bottom today! scrubbed the bathroom and dusted and vacuumed the whole room. so now its extremely clean. lets see how long this lasts?

here are some more pictures from my room, the kitchen, and common area in our flat!

my door! and the flag leif gave me for my birthday. peace

extra stuff that didn’t fit in the kitchen, (now filled even more with food!)

daddy chilling in my room. the curtains are hideous i know

night stand

the notice board next to my bed

my pretty bed not so big, and not so comfortable, but i guess that means less sleeping and more studying??

one of my bookshelfs

the dirty but pretty okay kitchen. wondering how it’ll work with six girls?

common area.. no tv

my cabinets in the kitchen. of course on the bottom, i am short arent i?

aaah! things to do non-stop. loves it. although i know the blog is lacking but it’s my blog and i can do whatever i want so you guys can just deal with it got the room set up now for the most part so it should be all good by tomorrow. dad and i are off to get groceries now, but heres a sneak peek..

my pink bathroom

storage things

my closet

more pictures to come later on tonight! don’t have the time right now!