after finally finding the place i was supposed to be at, i find out from the very rude old lady at the desk that it’s not open house because of their summer schedule.

so i left, can’t be asked with such rude people for no reason.

either way i’ve got an appointment to talk about getting a hormone spiral put in tomorrow morning at 1030!

visited this girl’s blog which i normally don’t read cause i think she’s boring as hell.

either way there was a post about this shirt, which says ‘a real girl eats a 200 gram chocolate bar when she feels like it’.

i’m just frustrated with the amount of idiots there are in the world. she clearly only wants to make money off of the shirt and doesn’t give a fuck about eating disorders or has even bothered to try to understand.

if you have an eating disorder, it doesn’t make you less of a ‘real’ girl, or boy for that matter. we’re people too. we struggle and have issues, but we’re people. we’re real. probably more real than that snotty idiot will ever be.

another thing is when you’ve had or have an eating disorder.. do you really think you can just eat a whole chocolate bar? no. i mean sure i could’ve but it would’ve came right back up when i went to the bathroom.

it’s just so annoying seeing people say they understand when they clearly don’t. i don’t speak about politics because i’m not knowledgeable in that subject, so please don’t write about eating disorders when you clearly have no idea what a hell it is to live with.

Never have I encountered such rude, selfish, and ignorant amount of people within 24 hrs. Some people have no sense of personal space what so ever. Just because you push up against me everytime I move a little tiny bit doesn’t mean the line will move faster. And moreover neither will I. I stand there longer just to piss you off. And just because your flying to a certain country does not mean everyone around you speaks that language. Don’t assume things. I am so unbelieveavly irritated with the people I encountered during my journey that it’s ridiculous. Can’t be bothered with such idiotic people. Not when the majority of the ones I encountered acted the way they did. It’s embarrassing and truly revolting. What makes you think your so damn important? What are you so bitter about? Where’s the rush? Where’s the pain in asking nicely? I don’t understand it. It’s like manners went out the window. Just so appalled.

okay so i almost forgot to mention this. after a night at the pub or wherever we were we went to mcdonalds, naturally, ha! for a midnight snack. and were standing in line, clearly minding our own buisness. then when it was our turn to order this 30+ year old gets right in front of us. at first i was shocked like wtf? who does she think she is. so she turns around all in my face ´i was in line before you´, obviously not wanting to start anything i didnt answer. im guessing she could hear by the way jonas, rebecca, and i were talking that we thought it was rude and uncalled for. for christs sake your at a mcdonalds.. whats the hurry? anyways had she been in line before us, i would have said my fault, im sorry. and that wouldve been it. i mean where does this grown up get off thinking she can just do whatever the fuck she wants. either way we sit down, and then she ends up at a table near us with someone that i assume was her boyfriend. they start staring, giving us the finger, and then telling us to go back to our own country. like seriously? how old are you? we just sat there and tried to ignore them knowing i was not looking for a fight. so far ive only met nice people here in ireland but that was just uncalled for. so yeah this is what i wouldve liked to do to her..