Simons cousin is in London for the day/night so we got up early to meet her and her friends from the tube station.

Since I was up early and awake I figured why not go for another run, seeing as were going out tonight and drinking.

Went for a 20ish min run, but then did sit ups and worked on my tatas and love handles at home!

Need to get back into shape, specially cause I’m gonna be on the beach soon. Cue panic attack..

daddy’s in town and i couldn’t be happier.. well if the sun came out i wouldn’t mind. off for a jog in regent’s park now!

went for a quick run with dan around the park at simon’s. did 5 laps and one sprinting lap, had a hard time breathing towards the end uh oh. proper heartburn now as well, think i need to rehydrate.

feel less guilty about all the junk i’ve been eating.. at least until tomorrow i guess. this always happens when i stop working out and whatnot, just feel uncomfortable with my body :/ not really a good sign i suppose.

went for a 45 min run around regent’s park with simon today! it was kind of hard keeping up but feels good once it’s done.

home now and working on finishing up my human resource management assignment. been snacking on strawberries… delicious!

simon’s just kicked off at me for playing music too loud and whatnot, mooody boy. think he’s heading home in a bit and we’ll see what i get up to tonight.

girls night at cuckoo club apparently, i just can’t be asked getting dressed up and wearing heels, not feeling it today.

just woke up half an hour ago, simon’s watching a show about the olympics.. boring, and i’m about to make myself a sesame seed bagel for breakfast

then we’re going for a run in the park, but my legs hurt soooo bad from yesterdays running! guess it’s a good sign eh?

there’s not much else you can do but keep going, and keep going with your life. no matter what happens, just gotta keep your head up.

went to the gym and ran for an hour and a bit, my god i was sweaty!! hurried home to shower and get ready before law class and here i am, i got ready in half an hour.. shocking i know. i think my legs are already sore, it’s gonna be painful tomorrow! just gotta keep running..

anyways off to tesco to buy a banana or something for before class and maybe some food..

two classes today in the morning. hopefully they won’t be too boring.  going to the gym after for a long run!

then i’m meeting up my babe and looking in the shops off of oxford street! ready for the weekend already..

went for a run after breakfast. im still like jello, think i need to eat some lunch! it’s about time i start getting into shape, you know it’s bad when you’re out of breath from walking up some stairs!

‘going to meet ito at northpark in like an hour… uh oh better start getting ready!

ugh. conflicting ideas in my head again and it’s no bueno. feeling guilty over food i’ve eaten isn’t helping the situation. i want to go for a run but A) ITS FREEZING OUTSIDE B) ive got a headache and C) i am tired!

i keep telling myself i need to start working out but it’s just not happening. joining the gym after christmas and i know it’ll be better then but i’m not worried about that, im worried about being in a bikini in mexico.

it’s not that i want to lose weight, i just want to get in shape. some muscles here and there maybe.

frustrating that this is coming back again.

so i was at the train station around 2.. simon decided he’d cut his waiting short and arrive at 227.. when our train left half past.

so then we had to run for the train. i swear i would’ve left without the boy otherwise.