So angry at myself, i had a lecture at 9 am this morning and of course in my sleepy state i turned off the alarm instead of hitting the snooze button. Not exactly the way i had intended on ending my first week, but there’s nothing i can do about it now i suppose. Have two more lectures this afternoon, philosophy and perspectives… like honestly? don’t even get me started today.

wearing my new top from a boutique up in SLC, jeans, and a pair of boots. going over to simon’s tonight, and then spending the day in the gym tomorrow! looking forward to a good work out, i feel like three times a week is barely anything..?

nothing like starting the day with some orange juice, eggs, and an episode of american dad. feels amazing to be able to sleep in (even if i got up at 9), i woke up in the middle of the night in a panic because i hadn’t set my alarm to get up in the morning.. needless to say i forgot i was on holiday. it’s going to take me some time to fully relax, but i need this right now, my emotions are still on the fritz.

got up at 8:30 this morning, on my day off. i’ve come to realise that the less i sleep the better i feel, not like exaggerating less, but 6-7 hours. if i sleep longer than that i’m constantly tired and all i want to do is sleep. so here i am on my day off getting some coursework out of the way.

just finished my presentation for Monday morning, and now i’m starting on an essay that’s due in next week. four more weeks and this is O-V-E-R.. for a month, haha. oh well, i’m not hating my subjects as much as i was, but i’m not loving all the work either

alarm clock rang this morning and i turned it off. i thought to myself fuck uni i don’t care, it’s not like i’ll miss anything. then i thought to myself what if i do? what if i miss something important? i can’t miss a lecture? i have to pee… got out of bed to go to the bathroom and then i decided what the hell, i’m already out of bed.

so here i am ready to go to uni. but a word to the wise, when you go to bed upset you wake up angry. 

had a coffee yesterday at Leyas before heading out to leicester square to see the movie, and for the rest of the day yesterday i felt really ill. can’t say i’ve slept great, and today i’ve woken up feeling pretty much the same. i’ve tried to eat some yogurt but times like this and i can barely eat. :/ better pain through it and start getting ready anyways.

woke up relatively early today, and decided to get some blogging done and now i’m in need of some serious cleaning in my flat! the whole shabam, dishes, laundry, vacuuming.. bläää. oh well, it needs to be done, and when better to do it then a sunday? remind me to go to the post office later..

think i’ve found a new diet. go to sleep really late and then wake up really late and you can combine all three meals in one. the only problem in the inevitable hungry later on in the evening.. oh well eat as much as you’d like. you only live once

just had a shower, now i’m packing up the last bits for tomorrow. early start, so it’s better to get it out of the way now. i’m nervous and i’m not quite sure why…

oh well, bedtime it is. going to watch something and try to sleep relatively early!

so yesterday i was super productive and did fuck all. hungover? yes. pizza, tv, candy, soda.. and then ended the day playing a board game with emps and robert and a beer.. hahahah. today i’m well rested to say the least and feeling better.

home. in bed. going to sleep, EARLY. got classes tomorrow and then i need to finish my assignment and all that fun stuff. been a busy weekend, and i’m well tired now. don’t regret a single minute of it though, absolutely amazing! and next weekend wont be bad either

have to say that i LOVE LOVE LOVE my new night gown from victorias secret, so comfy it’s ridiculous!