Now my eyes are wide open. Now that every thing’s been stolen. See i’m not wasting any more time..gotta take back whats mine. What else am i suppose to do?
Here I am with my heart on the floor and my love out the door. But there it goes I got nothing to show for.

I told myself time and again, that i’ll never win. I told myeslf time and again. but i keep doing the same old things, when you thought i would change.

Here I am with my heart on the floor and my love out the door. But there it goes I got nothing to show for.

She’s got a smile that it seems to me
Reminds me of childhood memories
Where everything
Was as fresh as the bright blue sky
Now and then when I see her face
She takes me away to that special place
And if I’d stare too long
I’d probably break down and cry
Sweet child o’ mine
She’s got eyes of the bluest skies
As if they thought of rain
I hate to look into those eyes
And see an ounce of pain
Her hair reminds me of a warm safe place
Where as a child I’d hide
And pray for the thunder
And the rain
To quietly pass me by
Sweet love of mine
Where do we go now

this songs been on repeat now for a while, so thank you emmelie. gives me goosebumps, and i’m so in love.

Been listening to Christina Aguilera’s new album Bionic all morning. Not bad. Not great. There’s a couple of really good songs. Of course the two singles have already been released, not myself tonight and woohoo. However i really like Lift me up, and Vanity.

Have a listen:

“If you lift me up. Just get me through this night. I know I’ll rest tomorrow and I’ll be strong enough to try”

“V is for vanity”

“I thought I should reply,” that’s what you said, ”And the parts of me are always with you.” that’s why it was so hard to forget. When we spoke on hazy nights so many months ago you said you will always worry but you had to let me go,
Sorry I’m trying to change my past can you give me just one more minute? How I’ve lost the time but I always seem to put you in it. However hard it was sometimes you seem to know the words and hum the lines to songs that make your heart so sore, maybe I should write one more. When you won’t just bring me back one time to hide so many truths then run from me and back to her and leave me like this fool. A fraud of love, that’s all you were for you are an emptiness, a person who seems to be void
P.S. Your girl

I thought I should reply so hear these words I say.. I know I will always worry when you so easily let me stray

her music helped me get through hell everyday when i was in the hospital and going through recovery. her music will help me get through this now as well. absolutely amazing singer. i love her. this is my new favorite song for the moment.

then do it.

ive got a dirty little secret! and im not telling you gusy HA!