i’ll start with the negative. two much make-up. jacob guy isn’t an amazing actor. there i said it.

however… i’d have to say i dislike jacob mostly because of who he is in the books and in the movie, i just hate his ego and just who immature he is. i also don’t think i believe that you can love two people at the same time, but that could just be me.

now to the good parts. IM SO IN LOVE with what bella and edward have. it’s just so heart melting and makes me wanna cry in happiness for them. yes, very stupid, but i love it! the twilight movies make me so happy a good story and the vampires… RAR

sister’s booked the tickets and so tonight it’s time! we’re going to see the new twilight movie, eclipse!

i’m excited. hope it’s much better than the last one, which it should be considering the third book is soo much better than the second.

what a disappointment. really? whats his face jacob can’t act worth shit. they changed all the vampires way too much and their make up was ridiculous. they made bella more attractive by covering her in makeup and actually doing her hair. i was actually bored during some parts. could be that i hate jacob a lot, but i was still quite disappointed. and it just ends. they missed so much from the book. oh well nothing i would recommend actually spending money to see.

fuck. overslept and missed my first lecture today, not good. oh well im going in after lunch to my second one at least. although im not gunna lie, motivation is nonexistant at the moment. going to see new moon tonight as well, cant wait to see it. think we’re gunna have a pretty chilled out weekend here. wearing american apparel tights and a normal tank. cant be bothered getting ready just to go outside in the drizzle hehe.

tim burton’s alice in wonderful looks amazing. the only part that im iffy about it that anne hathaway is in it, shes not one of my favorites.. also i want to see ice age 3D im so pumped, im just hoping someone wants to see it with me. and then of course new moon, the next twilight movie. oh and how could i forget bruno! laughs all around i hope

so i finally finished all the books. although it probably helped that i took a break this week, i started up again on wednesday and finished the last book today. such a beautiful love story really. i think thats what gets me is the way the writer portrays the love. its amazing. although i have a feeling now that i wont quite like the movies as much, but hey thats the price to pay no? so what do i read now?

“Maybe, when i was beautiful and strong, he wouldn’t want distractions” New Moon by Stephanie Meyer

i want someone to love me the way Edward loves Bella. i want what they have. i know it isnt real, but why cant it be. i want someone to be there for me unconditionally. someone who has all of me who could break me, but someone i had the trust and faith in not to. i want that feeling. where are you my prince charming? maybe i already have you..

so i finished the second twilight book, new moon, about half an hour ago. yep i also cried while reading. im such a loser sometimes. but i love it. i dont get it, its like once i start reading i cant put the book down. i get sucked into a world that i wanna be into. anyways to drag out the process a little longer ill wait until tomorrow to start the third book.. maybe

i feel like im being a bad blogger but hell, im obsessed with reading these books right now so i hope you guys survive without a million posts per day. daddy and i went downtown this afternoon to buy some printer ink and whatnot and then we went to dinner. i love my pappa and i think its really gunna be sad moving out and going to uni in the fall, i dont wanna leave. i wanna be a kid for forever, but we all know that aint happening! anyways im probably going back to my reading now haha, sorry! oh and rebecca and jonas are coming in like a week! excited! oh and dad most likely has to get the surgery and without it he might only live 2-5 years! scary shit.

so try to act surprised when i say that i finished twilight a couple of hours ago, yep. so after lunch pappa and i went downtown. he needed to mail something and i needed my fix of vampires! so yeah i wore my american apparel ballerina dress, with an american apparel sweater over it. its not as warm out today as i wish it would be, but hey, at least its not raining! i have a feeling the weathers gunna change for the worse soon. but yeah time to get stared reading new moon, whoo hoo.

oh and also WEEDs the new season starts in the us in 5 days. HEEEEEELLL YEAH!