so last night i watched some Grey’s Anatomy, and god i cried like a baby. why do i always cry? either way they were some good episodes. i dont know why i so desperately want kristina and owen to get together, some kind of mind trick i play on myself? i have no clue. also the one episode with the little girl whos terminally ill, SO UNFAIR. like wow those real people out there who work with terminaly ill kids are heros. i could never do that job. kids should be able to play, not lay in a hospital all day! ugh, life not fair… what else is new?

so unfair. i wish i was a guy. they dont have to go through any of the bullshit us girls do. im in so much pain that i feel like im seconds away from throwing up and then crawling into the fetal position. not fun. my headache still hasnt gone away and ive already watched the second to last episode of house, and i dont have the last one yet. obviously the medicine im taking isnt strong enough, anybody care to give me some hydrocodine?!?!? seriously, i mean im young and all but this pain is enough for me to never want to have babies. just sterilize me now. anyways maybe when i can think straight and not just concentrate on the pain im in ill actually post something worth reading. sorry guys.